Today was a busy day, but a fulfilling day :)
And a very happy day! Heh.

I went to work as per usual, headed home to do my report, went to M1shop to purchase a phone and headed to school.

And when i reached school, I was thinking abt Juan and Ivy, cos Ivy is supposed to be in school for projects, thinking if i shld go look for her. And TADA.
Juan and Vanessa appeared infront of me! In SIM!
WOAH! I was like so damn surprised :)
Why on earth am I seeing Juan in SIM!

And they were going clementi for dinner.
I was so damn tempted to just skip class -.-
And Juan kept pyscho-ing me to just skip class.
But in the end, my grp mate walked past, and that made my decision to go for class.
Haha.

And then, after class I was in the toliet.
And i saw...
SGF! WOAH!

We were so damn excited and hugged :)
It's been ages since i met this very busy woman, ages as in a year at least. And of all places, we met in SIM's toliet. Cool huh. Haha. And this made me remember that we used to plan a meet up monthly, but now, it's gone. She's just busy.

But i seriously do miss SGF.
Chatting abt our lives and gossips and everything.
And we're sms-ing at this very moment!
Heh.

Okay, that's all.
I just wanted to blog how i met so many different friends in school today, esp my darling sfg :)

I'M ON ONE WEEK LEAVE!
ENVY ME FELLOW MATES! HEH.
Since Tuesday!
WOOTS.
I'm loving it though I'm not doing anything, have not planned anything yet.

Just wanna take leave cos I dont feel like working, cos I want to break away from management.

The feeling is just so damn shiok.
Sleeping in; not having to worry about waking up late, rushing for the train, missing the bus, punching in before 8am etc.
Going out on impromptu outings; a call comes and off I go for dinners cum mahjong!
Yes mahjong on a weekday is something I havent done in ages.

I guess after working my ass off for the past year plus, working on off/rest days to hit my OT quota, I really havent had this much of frrrreeedom! :)

I cant help but brag about how i dont even have to step foot into the office for a week.
BUT school has to spoil it.
This module is totally shitty.

I have classes on mon, wed, fri and sat.
And everyday before lecture, we have to submit this notelog thing.
DAMN irritating.
But since I dont want to fail, I just got to do it and attend lesson.

BOO.

I'm going to the suppliers tmr with my sister.
I'm gonna continue my online shop now that her exams are over.
Bless me.

And I just submitted my resume for a new job :)
I secretly pray that I will get it.
I cant wait to leave my existing job.

And the reason for typing this post is simply cos I'm stuck in my report -.-
Goodbye, I'm off to reports.

I have lost touch with the blogging world.
But for keepsake, I shall blog an ending post for 2008.

2008 has been a good year, yes i suppose.
Not that great, but better than 2007!

I've a good paying job, considering the hours and job scope.
It's not that great but still, better than many out there.
I sit while i work, in an air con room, using my mouth to talk all the time.
I dont have to stand or sweat, or to serve pastas and drinks.
I get to dress up instead of wearing an apron around me.
And thank god for my batch mates, entertaining me whenever I need company :)

Economy is forseen to be bad, hence no OT and that means I'm going to die cos my pay is gonna be halved. But I've got bonus plus no pay cut, so I'm still thankful. I have heard cases of no bonuses plus pay cut.

I have tried my hands at running my own tiny online business, it was really an experience earned. Looks simple since there are so many blogshops out there, and truth be told, it isnt that simple and it's time consuming! I've stopped for afew mths cos of busy schedule, but it's gonna be up soon. With the experience learnt, I'm sure this time will be better, and of course, I'm bound to learn new things, which I'm looking forward to :)

School sucks.
But it's still a blessing that though I'm slacking VERY much for school (my inner self is very guilty) till the extend that many dont think I'm a student, I'm still coping well and I'm still going to graduate with my Bachelor. I cant wait for that, seriously.

And lastly, I've got a warm family, friends and my boyfriend :)
My bond with my family sort of grew this year.
I dont knw what caused it, but this is what I feel, haha.

Though I dont have much friends, I'm contented with the specials, especially honey.
Without her, I think I'd be bored to death!

And my boyfriend, though he is very irritating at times, doing things that just want make me scold the F word, but yet, he's quite adorable sometimes, haha. The way he does or says some things can make me rmber them for life. Our characters, interests, habits are totally heaven and earth. But to me, he's a unique individual and I swear I havent met such a person before. HAHA. I wont say our rs is that strong, but we're still holding on. So i suppose that's a good thing?

If I'm going to have a resolution for 2009, it's only one.
TO SAVE MONEY.
And I know deep down, I probably wont acheive that.

I'm such a spendthrift!
In December alone, I think I spent a bomb.

$1.8K renovations for my room.
I tore down my whole room! Haha.
I painted it, bought new furnitures! :)
I love the way it looks now, though it's still messssssy!

I bought a Gucci wallet.
I thought I was over Gucci with my $1350 bag, cos after buying it, I hardly used it. But but but, when I walked in Gucci again, I couldnt resist my temptations! Plus I swapped my Tangs voucher with Calvin for Taka vouchers, so I only had to pay $400!

Weeks later, I went Gucci and I bought my long awaited HP strap! $100 gone.

Shopping wise, I have spent at least $200 at Charles and Keith this month.
Online shopping plus adhoc shopping trips, adding up to probably another $400+ to $500 on clothes & bags & accessories.

BAGS - 3
HEELS - 3
SANDALS - 1
DRESSES - 1
TOPS - COUNTLESS ( I think it's at least 20 -.-)

The rest goes to transport and food, probably another $400 considering I cant rmber when I last ate at Kopitiam.

OMG.
As I'm writing this down, I realise I really spent ALOT.
It's way over my budget, but I cant stop shopping.
Everytime I go out for meet ups, dating, dining etc, I'm bound to spend.
SO..

TO SAVE MONEY IS MY NEW RESOLUTION! :)

Months down the road, I will read and realise I have failed.
Haha, people who know me well enough will tell me 100% that I'll fail.
But I promise I'm going to try! :)

UPDATES.

I just went to get my nails done, like finally.
I had wanted to kick the habit of manicure, but after cutting my nails short, i regretted like hell. In the end, 2 days of "naked nails" were enough. I couldnt stand it and did manicure myself since i couldnt find the time to go down to my manicurist.

As ivy puts it, naked nails are ugly nails.
Haha.

So many designs!
This was only a quarter, haha.
And i had alot of time to pick since i was early.



This reminds me how unlucky i was ytd.
I had planned my day nicely after work.
To head to the library to return my way overdue books, then help send calvin's pants for alteration, then to the manicurist. And it poured DAMN heavily when i reached yishun. Heavy till i couldnt see the roads -.-

Then i went to the library, it was closed for renovations.
Wah lau, i was damn pissed lo.
I was carrying 3 thick and heavy books okay!
From yishun to jurong, and jurong back to yishun.
And now, i've to bring it back to where it was.

Fine, went to the tailor.
It was closed too.
I was super pissed.
Best of all, it was raining so heavily i was stranded.
Imagine walking under shelter and you will get semi-drench.
I sat at the coffeeshop to join the uncles to watch channel 8.
For AN HOUR.

PLANS RUINED.

This was how suay i was and my sunday passed just like that.
Yayadada.


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Some random photos.


I know i have alot of "leg" photos, haha.
But i like this kind of shots :)

D&D just passed.
And it was a bore.
Totally boring.
Took photos, but i have none with me.
BOO.
Otherwise i can edit and update now.

I'm going to take a nap now.
Till then.

your company is all that i ask for.

not forgetting tiff & co! HAHA.

loves.

I havent blogged properly in what seem like ages.

Today was a fufilling day :)

Started work as usual and when work ended, i was considering what to eat for lunch. I had a craving for pasta again, so i headed to NTUC, spent $30 bucks on grocery and headed back to cook! Grabbed convenience food, desserts, snacks, and whatever i felt like grabbing, haha.

The pasta was good!
I made almond jelly too! :)
Then, i spent the evening reading my book by Nicholas Sparks.
It's been lying on my table for weeks, and finally, i decided to start reading it.

I have always loved his books.
It's so descriptive that you can literally visualise whatever that is written in it. And his story just makes me want to continue reading the book nonstop.

It was good, and i was so engrossed that i spent the next few hours completing the whole book. I wished he had written more though, so that i had more to read. Haha. It made me tear while reading towards the end, and it left me with thoughts that i havent been thinking much these days.

I guess, i'm no longer as emotional as i used to be.
I used to think alot, while walking, while taking scrolls, and even when i'm travelling. But these days, these thoughts seemed to have disappeared far away. And i didnt even realise until today when i completed the book.

Honey commented to me that when she read my past entries, like back to 2005, and the ones presently, it has changed. The thinkings, the way i write and blog, haha. When she told me, i felt i didnt change much, but now, thinking about her words, i think i did. Perhaps, as thinking changes, i guess the way you interpret things, perceive certain things, and express your words and thoughts are different too.

When we are young, we think we are old enough to understand things.
We blame others for what that has happened, we think others are unreasonable and what nots. In short, we think we're the king/queen and we are always right.
But when we are older, we start to realise how immature we were, and how much more things that are in store for you to learn and explore.

We were innocent people, satisfied with a simple mentality.
But as we grow older, you realise, life is not that simple afterall.
The working society is full of backstabbers and complications, you realise humans are scary creatures who adorn masks, you want a more stable rs that will work out, and not the kind of "see how it goes" attitude, the amount of bills we have to pay, and the many more social responsibilities that will are burdened with.

I dont deny, each time i look back, many a times i regret actions that i have taken. Even at 22, i still regret things that could have happened just this year. I look back, thinking why did i do this?

Some people think life isnt a bed of roses, complains and whines, but yet at the same time, do not want people to take pity on them. But then, think about it. If you think you are in a bad situation, there are many others out there worst than you. If you think your life is pathetic, it's not the same as others, then it will be pathetic. You can jolly well change it. I know it is easier said than done, but then, at least try to improve? I dont mean to be mean, but there are some who brought it upon themselves.

They shouldnt be living the way the way they are, but they chose this path despite knowing how it will turn out, so who should they blame?

Qualifications is such an important thing in Singapore, i have seen how 10 years of experience is equivalent to a fresh grad's zero years of experience in that same field. No qualification is almost nothing. Most people my age are studying, but if you choose not to continue to pursue ur studies, and flare up when people concerned advise you for your own good, who's there to put the blame on?

Reading the book made me realise how often we take things for granted, how we whine and blame others, not realising that you have yet to fully understand the situation before coming to a conclusion or the way you want to perceive that situation or person. And more often than not, when you want to do smth for that person, it's too late.

To the important people in my life;
My family, Mr G, Brother, Honey dearest, RS babes, Ah girl, Fish Tank-ers;
Thank you for everything.

I may have drifted apart from some of you at one point or another, but you people are the ones i wont want to leave out at different stages of my life. And i love you all :)

AND SO...

I have decided to lock up my blog, so only invited readers will be allowed to view it. Sorry for not giving notice, haha. I had people smsing me asking what happened and if i had closed down my blog.

Anyway, readers will need a gmail account.
It's troublesome, i know. But no choice, haha.
So if you want to continue reading, drop me a mail at wong.brianna@gmail.com

Oh btw, go catch Big Stan at the cinemas!
It's entertaining and it makes you laugh!

That aside, i really feel like quitting my existing job. Everyone is moving on. Boo. But i'm so lazy to send resumes and go for interviews all over again. I dont know what to do.


Till then, i'll blog again :)



p/s: exams over!

Let's just say there is a difference reading a nineteen years old blog and a twenty somthing year old blog. And in fact, i start to feel it's a REALLY huge difference.

It makes me so want to laugh out loud.
Like seriously.

:)

I have finally decided to lock my blog.
For whatever reasons, I shall not comment much.

:)

I had lunch with christina and max after such a long time.
Haha, and it's only with them around that i can go to my favourite Wan Zai for lunch! :) They each spent $5 for lunch, but i spent $12 -.-
But it's worth it!

My appetite is getting better, it seems.
I know i've lost weight, yes again, despite me being very thin already, but i cant help it! During the 3 weeks i was unwell, i think i lost like 3kg, boo. So i'm going to start whipping up my appetite again. I want to put on weight. Sometimes when i look myself at the mirror, i just freak out, i really look gross, haha.

So now, i'm in school.
I've been here since 3ish after lunch.
I'm too lazy to travel from north to west, west to north, north back to west, and west back to north again. Waste time and transportation cost. The best part is my project meeting is at 7pm, and i'm really bored and tired. My shoulder aches like hell, and i really want to sleep. Boo.

I'm supposed to do research but my mind doesnt seem to be functioning today.
It's on sleep mode.

Oh anyways, i scored Distinction for my previous module! :)
The sleepless nights and many many hours infront of the comp paid off.
I was really shocked that i got Distinction, thought that at most, i'd get a credit.
I'm so proud of myself lah, HAHA.
Someday, i shall upload the content of the project!


And i'm meeting lovelies tomorrow :)
Finally we've finalised on a date which everyone can make it.
We work under the same roof, and we dont even see each other in office, needless to say out of office. Boo.

Thank god Ivy is working Off OT and i've got her to keep me companied till 7ish when the other 2 girls arrive, i dont have to travel home and leave home again!

I hate it when everyone stays in the west, when my school and work place is also in the west, but i stay in the north. Travelling up and down is so tedious.

And yes, i'm finally thinking of taking up driving lessons.
I didnt see the need to in the past, now i think there is.

It's true that as you age, you think differently.
Just today, Ivy and Joyce and myself were email-ing in office.
And the content was about marriage and HDBs in Singapore.
I was telling them, few yrs ago, i was still talking about cute guys and what nots, idols and such, and now we're actually talking about marriages, cost of HDBs and renovations.

My god.
I really feel old.

Alrights, back to work.
I hope my mind can function now!

I bought a new love today :)


Paid $700 bucks for this phone using my staff purchase.
This phone is so damn pretty, and it's got everything i need.
I'm going to G-mask the back part cos i managed to get the one in white!
I'm going to make pretty flowers & butterflies behind! :)

I'm going to do my nails now.
Been visiting my manicurist every fortnight for the past few months, and i'm going to get it done myself this month cos i've spent alot. BOO.

Counting down to pay day which is 20 more days, haha.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day, running errands, buying some stuffs, and dinner celebration :)

September is a month full of celebrations; birthday celebrations.
It's a month where my dearest enjoy their special days :)

I do hope whether it's a special day, or just an ordinary day, every single day will be a joyful and meaningful for each and everyone of us.

Life's short.
Time doesnt wait for anyone.
I'd rather spend that time learning to love, than to hate.
I'd rather spend the days laughing and smiling, than to frown and tear.

I've alot to blog about.
I love blogging, it has already became part of my life since many years ago, to jot down the bits and pieces of my life. Whenever i'm happy, i blog the happiness. Whenever i'm down, when i'm lost, i blog to ease the unhappiness. These memories are precious things that i dont wish to forget. I've always blogged whatever i felt, whatever i felt like blogging. But i've held back my everything ever since i know of these silent readers. I call them silent readers because it just scares me these people are people whom i see, yet dont even say hi or bye. They know my life cos they read, yet pretend they dont know me. Then they pass gossips and what nots, and i really hate it. Especially when they bring the innocent ones into the picture and hurt them indirectly.

Because of this, many a times, i type a whole chunk, then press the backspace and everything just disappears. I'm frustrated, i am. I'm frustrated that i cant even blog in peace. Sigh.


Back to the books and research.
It's all about the media.


as long as it's you, it's enough :)

Shopping makes me happy :)

Thursday
Went Ikea for lunch with a colleague.
Went to Charles and Keith and bought two lovely bags!

Friday
Met eric liu, jasmine and shallin and we combed orchard.
Walked till our legs broke.
Companied jasmine and she signed a new m1 line!
Lunch at subway, dinner at HK Cafe.
Bought a preseeeent :)

Sat
Met Calvin and combed cityhall.
Lunch at my favourite hotpot culture.
Walked till our legs broke too.
Bought a top, a dress, a ring, some nail stuffs!


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I was soooo dumb today.
I had bought a braun buffel wallet for Calvin as his birthday present when i was out with eric liu on friday. And today when we went to Robinsons at Cityhall, they were having 20% storewide discount, members get additional 10%. I almost died, cos the wallet i bought for him is sold at Robinsons too!

And just nice, he was looking at wallets cos he is intending to get one.
Then i tested him to see he likes the one i bought.
And among sooo many designs, he actually said he liked the one i bought most, and best of all, he preferred the colour i bought! I was so afraid i'd make the wrong decision the buy the wrong colour. I went phewwwww, and tadaaaa, i couldnt take it and i blurted out that actually i had purchased that as a present for him, ask him stop looking at it -.- And there goes the surprrrrise :(

I will think of something new.
IF i can, haha.

It's just 2 days difference but i could have saved almost $40 bucks. BOO.

Another shopping day with honey tomorrow :)
And one more day to pay day!

This is random i know.
But i'm just bored.
Anyway i'm so in love with 杨宗纬 songs now!
Bye!

Today is one of the bad-est day i ever had for the past year.
I cant remember when was it that i felt as bad as today.

It's the feeling worst than a break up, worst than not celebrating my birthday, worst than being sick. Someone used to tell me, in this job, there will be someday where each one of us will just break down no matter how strong or senior you are, and i really felt it coming today.

And only today did i realise, there's this thin line that either makes your day, or ruin it.

I dont understand consumers though i am one myself.
I put myself in their position, and i really dont understand at all.

This customer had a problem with his newly bought handset, and we actually changed to a new set for him. And after changing the second set, he realised that the programmes installed inside is different from the 1st. I explained to him it could be due to different batches of phones, but the difference should not be that huge. And it started from there.

He asked what i meant by different batches and how come he wasnt informed. I explained it could be, but i'm not definate about it. And i explained different batches as they could hv shipped in newer ones and some software upgrading could have been done, and for all manufacturers, there are always new batches when the 1st batch is sold out and what nots.

His attitude was already one kind, his tone was horrid, but i just beared with it.
That's what we can do, isnt it? We cant shout, we cant scream.

Then i advised him to call that particular phone's model service center to check with them why is there a difference and the problems he was facing using the phone. And he refused. He started to say i was just pushing responsibility and as a consumer, he can report to CASE that he is not satisfied with the customer service. Pushing responsibility when we are the ones selling the phone to him.

He was practically shouting nonstop and saying we caused him to change his flights for his business twice and it's going to be the 3rd. And scolding me no brain-er to understand what he was talking about, scolding whatever he can think of.

My blood was seriously boiling. Like seriously.
But i just remained my cool. Like a dumb.

Okay fine, he didnt want to call that manufacturer, i can get them to call him.
And i advised that they may not call him today as the turn around time is 3 days.
BUT i will inform them it's urgent and he's leaving SG tonight.
And he started his whole damn crap again.

He wanted a call back in like 1 hr?
And he said its not a matter whether it can be done, but a matter whether it wants to be done. If i do not have the power to do so, get the management to do so. If a manager cant do so, get CEO to do so.

I'm seriously pek cek.
A consumer, who cant use his phone, wants a CEO to call the manufacturer to call him. Makes sense?

And i explained to him one last time why i asked him to call the manufacturer directly.
1. They are in a better position to explain phone features
2. The problem can be resolved faster if you call them, rather than asking them to call you; you're wasting time waiting.

He claims do not want to waste 5 mins of his time listening to the IVR.
Okay fine, but he doesnt mind wasting 30 mins of his time talking to me, yet knowing his problem cant be resolved. And then continue waiting for another call from the phone manufacturer which probably at least take hours, if that is the fastest.

If he had spent that 30 mins calling that manufacturer, perhaps his problem would have been resolved. And he can push away 2 business trip for changing the phone, and cancelling the second trip down cos there wasnt a CD inside the box? It shows how important that phone is compared to his business trip? Yet he do not want to call them to check? I DONT GET IT. And finally he said, "you know why i'm fucking you early in the morning? you asked for it, blame it on your customer service...." DAMN.

My blood shot up.
Just told him i need to end the call due to his choice of words.
And he dared me to, make sure he complains to press lah, forum lah, CEO lah.
We hear this all the time, it's no longer a threat to us, it's a line that cust use to scare us, which we are already numbed by.
And i just said goodbye to him in the nicest way i can, hung up.

Tell me, what's on his mind?
He really woke me up today, he made me realise just one bad customer can spoil your mood for the whole day, and no matter how many customers thanked you and made you smile subsequently, inside you, you still have this pathetic feeling. He made me ask myself if i really want to carry on working in this line.

I swear i was being really patient to that customer.
I was already trying my best to meet his request and put myself in his shoes.
But, still, screwed up.

Insiders will probably understand my feelings, visualise the whole damn situation.
Some may just think the consumer is right to be demanding.
I guess, this job is only something that can be understood until you've tried it.

It's all in my job scope, take and give.
But i still feel this uneasy feeling.

I had foreseen myself working in this line for a long time, cos i enjoyed it.
I enjoyed talking to customers, doing something extra for them to make their day.
But the passion for this is slowly running out.

Maybe it's a ratio of 1:15.
But that 14 isnt enough to ease that frustrations of that 1 customer.

I'm in such a pathetic low mood that i need to rant this much.
I have been feeling this low the whole day.
I cant find anyone to rant to, rant to this space.

I thought alot today, about everything.
And i realised it's so easy to say smth hurtful, yet nice and sincere words comes once in a blue moon. I used to send heartfelt smses to the specials, but dont know since when, i realised only today, that i havent done so in the longest time.

I wanted to unleash the unhappiness tmr since i have the time.
I need to spend money, i have been deprieved of shopping, to the extend that i actually have more than 50% of my pay remaining for this month and pay is in another 7 days. I dont think i ever spent this little in a month. At the very least, shopping will make my heart feel better.

I smsed everyone i could think of, but no one is free.
How nice.

Roar.
I shall just go shopping alone.

SO. I left cityhall today at 745pm wanting to avoid the NDP crowd but i reached home only at 1045pm. 3 freaking hours! I waited for a bus that will not come for almost 30 mins, tell me i'm dumb. No service cos the bus route was changed and NO notice was put up at the bus stop.

In the end squeezed with everyone and walked to citylink instead.
The ride back my terrible and i called up the clinic i usually visit how much was consultation fees for a saturday night, and it's $40! And not even inclusive of medication yet :(

SO damn expensive.
I'm official voiceless now, i cough every 5 seconds.
Stay away from me.
Argh, i really want to get well.

So i risked cancelling my RD OT, got someone to replace me instead :(
There goes $100. Boo.
But i'm totally not in the condition to work and even if i drag myself tmr, i will just not make it. Everyone is right, health matters more.

Hopefully wont kana any emails from the big one. Prays hards.
And so, i'm going to wake up at 7am to see the doctor tmr, hopefully consultations for mornings will be cheaper though it's on a weekend still :(

And my temperature is like 38.96 now.
Yes i'm still surviving.
GOD BLESS ME.

i've seen the doctor twice, taken my medicine regularly, and my
medicine has alrdy finished but i'm nt feeling any better. and in
fact, it's even worst.

i've a very bad bad bad cough, fever and now flu. boo.

last monday was the worst!

i was alrdy on the way to work, forced myself to head to work. then at
bukit gombak mrt, suddenly felt super giddy and everything just turned
white. scared the hell out of me, alighted at sat there and stoned,
called and reported mc. sigh. in the end, i still took mc.

i want to get well soon. i need to, talking to cust in this state is
so uncomfortable :(

--
changes seem to be inevitable. christina is on attachment at another
department, max will be quitting in due time, my lunch khakis are gone
:( i sooooo dont want to foresee that, boo. but it's good that both of
them are moving on to better prospects :)

suddenly i miss kailin. boo. i always wish this can remain the same,
but i know it's impossible. i'm still immature, i hate changes, and i
really dont like to adapt to it :(

it's national day today. i'm at work now. and i'm meeting honey later.
my mng pants is really for collection :) and i bought 4 bags this
month!

this so totally random. because i'm so bored.

out.

i'm so sick.
i cant even seem to walk properly, evey step i take makes my bone
aches. i've got no appetite to eat anything, i only had like 3
fishballs today. my throat doesnt feels like mine, there's a huge
lump.

i had to drag myself to work ot today. and tmr morning work at 8am again :(

the doctor asked me to take a 2 day break, but i cant :( not exactly i
cant, more of i dont want management to shoot me email.

hais.
the cough syrup sucks.
the after taste is sooooo bad it's still here after 5 hrs since i took
my medicine.

all these came after i had a mega shopping trip with honey and
spending time with dear. so that is more comforting.

i'm gg back home now.
i need my bed.

thanks dear for sending me back & the company when i visited the doctor :)

My grandpa is staying with my 3rd aunt now and my grandma is staying with my family.

And today, my grandpa took the train from toa payoh, where my 3rd aunt is staying, came to my place at yishun, and brought my grandma out for lunch at changi. You didnt see wrongly, CHANGI.

Two elderly, (my grandpa is almost 80 yrs old btw) going out for a lunch date, taking the public transport. I really cannot imagine.

I gasped when he told me the yong tau fu he bought for my family is from the far-faraway-from-my-house Changi AND i gasped even more when he told me he brought her all the way there cos he knows my grandma loves the yong tau fu there.

So sweet :)
And i just counted, they've been married for 53 years now.
FIFTY THREE.


The sweetest couples are the elderly ones.
I love seeing them holding hands walking down the lanes.
It's just sweet a heartwarming sight.
It's amazing they can spend more than 1/2 their lives loving each other.
The kind of faith and understanding they have towards each other.


I think my grandpa is really sweet.
He's doing the simplest thing without spending much money, yet this little thought and action cant be compared to an exclusive gift.

I have the sweetest pair of grandparents :)

Word of mouth is damn infectious. And it scares me yet amazes me at
the same time.

True enough that by blogging online everyone has access to it, but
when even the least unexpected people, the most random people have
access to it, it freaks me out totally.

I need to rant.
I want to rant abt THAT freaking idiot!
But this is so not the place to do so.

Boo.

I've been busy.
With work, school & the much dreaded exam, and the online store.

I have been on almost 5 days leave last week for exams.
And thank god it's over.
That 3.15hrs of paper was damn long.

Thanks to yong rong for supplying me with notes.
He was really sweet and thoughtful, passing me whatever notes he had, photocopying his own notes for me and passing it to me in office, which actually shocked me. Nonetheless, without his very useful notes i wouldnt have made it :)

I havent had time to work OT nowadays.
Either it's cos i needed to study, or cos i needed to head back to pack the packages to be mailed out, or i need to head to the supplier to get new stocks.

I've been so busy i havent had time to meet up friends whenever they ask for dinner, and i havent met up honey since my birthday. The only friend i have been meeting more regularly is zhixiang, cos he stays in yishun, haha.

That aside, found time to meet calvin, and we headed out afew days ago.
Spent time from afternoon all the way to night.
We went to the Fountain of Wealth cos we had nowhere else to go, and i was dead tired walking in heels the whole day, and it was nice sitting down, talking and people watching :)

Twenty one years of my life has passed, and one of the greatest things is meeting the specials :)

And the greatest would definately be the girls i met almost 9 years ago.
Back then, we were all studying in the same school and i have absoutely no idea how we came this far, how we got this close. We were a clique, having our "recess time" together, macdonals after school, and also, birthday celebrations whenever it was each other's birthday.

I dont know since when this started, but i remembered how we'd sabotage each other very BADLY during birthdays, the flours and cakes, chasing around in school like mad dogs. I remember once, one of the birthday girls ran and hid in the cubicle in the toliet! Haha but i cant remember exactly who. And i was always greatful i didnt have to go through all these cos my birthday always fall in the June holidays!

Now, growing up after the years, we make the effort to meet up when it's the birthday time again, and this is the greatest present i received this year; the company :)










Girls, thanks for the company :)
I had a great time with you guys, talking about everything,The heart to heart talks.
The topics we had were so different from the past, The shops we walked were actually high end shops,We've really grown up.
Nonetheless, i stil enjoyed every bit of time together!
And thanks for the very expensive present too!
Loves.

Of course, my honey wouldnt have left me out.

She booked me afew days before the actual day and she was so suspicious.
When i told her i may not make it, she was like, "huh cannot lah! MUST COME." Haha. And when i met her up, she actually said "let's go al dente for desserts later okay!"

My jaws almost dropped.

I knew something was definately up her sleeves!
I havent stepped in there since i left. And of the many times we went out, not once did we have the thought of going over for desserts.
No doubt i met many nice people in there, i had my fair share of fun and happy memories there, but but but, i wouldnt want to go there now cos of some reasons.

But honey kept bugging me to go and said i was not cooperative when i kept rejecting her. In the end, i gave up squabbling with her and off we went to al dente.

It felt familiar, just that faces were different.
But i really appreciated what she had arranged, for me to celebrate my birthday in the place we met :) My honey is really sweet and adorable! And for her age, i really think she's very sensible and matured. The way she handles stuffs are so adult like. I really love her :)


Honey,
听到了吗？
我说我爱你！
无论无何，面对什么难题都记得我在这，要加油哦！

I guess, growing up makes one matured.
Now when i think back, i do realise how childish i may have been.
How i felt what people said were just crap and they dont understand me, but it's infact cos of their personal experience, that's why they gave such advice. People tend to think whatever they do is right, that they are matured enough, it's just human character.

And now when some people do things that they think is right and it makes me laugh, i dont blame them. They just havent been through what i've been through.

Growing up has never been easy,
But it has been made easier with the people i met.
To all that sent me wishes, to those that remembered, i'm greatful.
A big thank you :)

HELLO FACELESS PEOPLE!

I've set up an online store selling preeeety clothes at affordable price.
Please support me at theclosetlover.livejournal.com :)
Come enjoy shopping with me!

I was queuing up today at the ATM outside This Fashion and i thought about what i have bought over the month. And i was shocked.

Formal tops, informal tops, dresses, shorts & skirts.
In total this month, i've bought new 13 pieces.
And it's not even end of the month yet.
WOW.

Heels.
I bought another two new pairs this month.
Bringing my heels collections to a total of 8 pairs.
And surprisngly, i've been buying heels more often than slippers, and it's probably going to supercede my slippers collection some day.
WOW again.

Bags.
I have bought another bag from m)phosis this month.
It seems like i'm buying a new bag every single month, or rather there is a need for me to buy a bag every month. I just love buying bags.
WOW again and again.


BULK of my pay goes to stocking up my wardrobe.
I really think i am a qualified shoppaholic -.-
And i really really want to stop spending money on these so often!

My sister's wardrobe and mine are bursting.
And we'll have to squeeze our barang barangs together in one room when my grandparents move in this month. I've no idea how we are going to get that done with soooo many things and only one room. Hurhur.


Anyways, i'm selling two brand new dresses!
I'm a UK 6, 1.6m and the dresses fit me prefectly fine :)






Interested parties please mail me at wong.brianna@gmail.com
There WILL BE additional discount for quick deals.
Please DO NOT ask for any other pictures as that is all i have.
Postage will be additional $0.80



Till then, it's back to reports.
And i've written 2660 words till date, more to go...

RIGHT.
I actually went to the PC fair ystday and squeeeeeezed with SO many amazing singaporeans who seem so damn rich, lugging almost everything all the way back home from Suntec.

The crowd there was amazing.
It was as if 1/2 the population was gathered there for some event. It was people everywhere. And it's nt as if things were free? I really wonder how it'd look like if it was free, haha.

I went there wanting to get my DS.
And only to realise tt since it's PC fair, they'd be selling DS without R4.
And since i was alrdy there with zhixiang, might as well go check it out.
And tata, we squeeeezed, we walked MS, we ate waraku pasta and in the end, we went back to yishun to get the DS. After walking so what seemed like ages to me, we're back at the same place, haha.

I'm tired.
I'm very tired.
I need sleep desperately.
I think i am aunty, i'm old and i need alot of sleep.

And i've got work, tuition, and school work.
Presentation and exams up over the next few weeks.
I'm really deprived of sleep.
And best of all, i've got a presentation on my birthday. Boo.
There goes my plans to dine out.

So anyway, i bought the DS in white, but i'm gonna get it change to black cos white is really damn easy to get dirty. Went up to zhixiang's place and he helped me install the games, and i really wanna thank him loads for the help, otherwise i'd hv died.


ELENE!
Yishun sells it quite cheap, cheaper than other places.
If wanna get let me know, i tell you the place! :)
And woodlands pasam malam got one store sells alot of Hello Kitty stuffs, go see!


Okays, back to writing reports.
And more.

With full number portability's offical launch date, telcos are busy retaining customers. It's going to get every busier at work, news update every now and then, and we'd probably be expecting new promos and changes in plans every now and then.

And SH plans now have unlimited sms to all numbers, no matter which telco it belongs to. And this has got to be the best news for me for this week. From 1000 sms to 2000, it has helped cut down my bills, but now with unlimited sms, i can go crazy and not worry abt exceeding the bundle :)

But i'm sick of work.
I'm sick of some customers, they really make me feel like going up to their address and ask them to freaking shut up and listen, but i doubt i'll ever do it unless i quit.

Tired of explaining things to customers when they dont even want to accept what you are talking, living in their own world, believing what their friends say rather than the professionals.

Working in a call center is not as simple as how people put it, just answering calls.
You need to know your product knowledge well enough, you need to know how to handle customers needs, you need to think before you speak, you need to hit ur performance, and blah blah.

I've been satisified with my performance each month, cos i hit everything tt is needed to since i entered cluster. Not tt i'm a high flyer, but being able to hit all criterias for every single month, it isnt really tt easy. I really do put in effort to ensure i perform. I used to find joy in work, looking fwd to gg to work, but now, i'm dreading it. I'm dragging myself to work, i dont even feel like staying longer hours to work OT, and i'm really only working OT for the moolahs for my expenditures and school fees.

And i'm tired of things being passed around in office.
I dont blame anyone for those, cos it's afterall an office environment.
Maybe people think i dont know what's happening and what's being said, but i do.

Thanks to people who cares, who tells me what is the hot topic.
I used to be someone who shows my feelings on my face.
Angry means angry,
Sad means sad,
Happy means happy.

But now, i'm just emotionless.
Even when i'm unhappy, i dont show it out.
It is no longer required i suppose.
It doesnt matter anyway.
I'd rather hide everything and bring it to bed with me every night.

Hearing these kind of things is fun to people,
It's exciting news, who doesnt love gossips?
But no one can ever apprehend what it really feels like unless you're in that shoe.

If you think i asked for it, and that i can jolly well do this this this or this,
Well i've got nothing to say.
If only it was that simple, it'd really help me alot.
IF it was that sinple.

I feel like quitting,
Leaving the company,
Starting afresh at somewhere else.

Maybe i'm really tired.
From day 1, i've had hopes, carried faith and what nots.
But this week alone, i had 3 mental break downs.

I dont know what to say anymore.
And i dont even know what is needed to be said.
I dont know what's real and what's false.
And i dont know who's right, who's wrong.

People say one thing, the defender uses something else to defend.
Haha, tell me who do i trust?


honey, thanks for the meet up.
it really allowed me to put all my frustrations and innermost feelings aside for that few hours. thanks for sharing with me your thoughts, indeed honoured :)
i know you're gonna screw me tt i didnt tell you all these, but i'm sorry, i really dont want to talk to anyone abt it.

就像你所说的，“我还是想保护他”。
when it's time, or when i need to, i'll look for you.
many loves <3





it wasnt right to take a bet,
it wasnt right to carry hopes,
in fact, it wasnt right to begin with.
never right.

I wanna buy either DS or PSP.
But i cant decide.

I read mad's blog and she played Diner Dash on her PSP and it made me wanna get PSP for tt moment, but i also want to play Cooking Mama on DS!

DS is cuter, smaller, lighter.
And eric liu said it's cheaper too.
And he gave me pros and cons btw the 2.
But i'm still confused.

This will probably be the present i'm going to get for my birthday this year.

Oh, eric liu saw me this morning running for the train and he smsed me.
And he was right beside me at the ticket entrance yet i just ran past him without realising at all. I only thought i saw an ah neh blocking my way.

It's amazing that we all take trains.
At least to me, i find it amusing.
We're at the same place everyday.
Well, almost same time too, probably plus minus few mins?

Yishun peeps who take the train daily.
Zhixiang, ah boy, me, eric liu, john kung.
We are at the same place at different times, we hardly meet.
Lets hope we will bump into each other some day.



--
I teared on the way back today, for some reasons.
I'm filled with emotions, but this just not the place to pen all these thoughts down, cos there are some people reading and i dont wish for these people to know abt all these. I'm really considering of closing this blog down. And that is the reason why i hvent been blogging for ages.



And some people really pisses me off.
I just feel like asking them to fuck off and shut up.
If only i had the guts.
IF.


And i just heard something that want to make me laugh my arse off.
Seriously, you really think you're that great & you know tt much? Hurhur.
I beg to differ, cos there's so much more you dont know.
I dont blame you, cos i aint as childish as you.
And to begin with, you arent anybody to me, so i'm nt even bothered abt it.
I'm blogging this down only as a reminder to you out of goodwill.
Everyone is laughing at your back, dont you know the society is made up of two-faced people? When you're thinking everyone is on ur side, laughing with you, at the same time, they are laughing with others about you as well :)



A long note to someone who doesnt matter.
Not exactly as waste of my time, cos there's more coming up in the future.
Let's wait and see.
HAHA.

A few months ago, i wondered how it'd feel like, entering the house without the usual welcome. I was afraid of changes, afraid of things leaving, so i stopped those thoughts, but i guess, somehow this day just had to come.

I woke up this morning with a very strong intuition that this thing would happen, and before i left home, i made sure all was right, but when on the way to work, my sis smsed me and informed me the very thing i dreaded.

My dog passed away this morning.

I dont know why when i heard the news, i started wondering what i've done for her over the years, why didnt i stroke her before i left home. And i even wondered when i left home today, was she still alive, or was she already gone?

I rmber hearing noises when ironing this morning, but cos i was in a rush, i just popped my head over to see she was there. And there she was lying flat, seemed like she was asleep as usual, hence i didnt bother much.

I went to the office, contemplating if i shld just work or just ask if i can take urgent leave though i felt this reason was ridiculous. But i just didnt hv the mood to work already, and just went to ask for approval, and phew, they agreed readily, and for tt, i really appreciate.

Smsed my sis throughout the journey, talking about the dog.
It hurts tt she's gone. She's gone just like that.
She was just alive ystday, and i was even playing with her.

We were just talking about putting her to sleep ystday, cos my sis and i felt she was living so miserably, but my dad strongly opposed taking away her life just like tt and putting her to sleep. And i really do wonder, was it cos of our conversation that made her lose the will to continue leaving? Or was it just so coincidental?

But my sis says it's good tt she is gone.
At least, she'll live better in other world.
She's so old, probably 16 yrs, she cant see, can barely walk.
She has stopped barking and dont know since when, there's back patches of things growing on her mouth and the sides of her eyes.

But part of me still wished she was here, at least i can see her whenever i reach home.
I still wished i cld see her lying in her tub.

She left in that exact position i last saw her.
Except that when i reached home, she has stopped breathing, her body turned cold.

I cant forget her last movements, the last time i saw her moved ystday.
It's only day 1, her usual spot still contains her stuffs, my parents do not want to move them yet. Except her tub is empty.

When the pet cremation came to collect her body today, seeing that sight really didnt feel good. They lifted her up, and she was so hard and stiff. Put her in a black bag with her cloth wrapping her up, tied it up, and there he left. The last time i saw her.

I hope they honour their words, scatter the ashes into the sea.

I thought back abt how my friends wld ask how my dog is, if she has died.
And those times, i just brushed it off with a laugh, i didnt really care.
But if i cld now, i'd perhaps hv said not to curse her.

Many a times, we only know how to appreciate when things/people go.
Many a times, we only know how pain it is when it really happens.

I just hope she left in peace, tt she'd be better than before in the other world.
And i do believe in recarnations.
If she ever does recarnate, i hope somehow fate will bring us together again.
But i hope this time, she will recarnate as a human being.

You'll always be missed.

If you havent watched What Happens in Vegas,
Please go watch it! :)





It's DAMN nice!
I was so very tired when i went to watch the movie, but throughout the movie, woah i stayed awake! It's the typical romance comedy, light hearted and keeps you away from the stressful environment out there, but the director has very smartly added some zest into in perfectly! Totally loved it, and i dare say it's one of the best movie i've watched this year! And of cos, the handsome Aston Kutcher was a plus point, HAHA.

Here's the trailer.
WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS :)

It's good, but the movie is even betterrrrr.
Okay, i just wanted to blog about this movie and encourage those who havent watched it to GO watch it! Go Go Go. Hee.

Oh ya, i went to NTUC today and i spent $30 bucks on food.
ALL food and drinks. I think i'm beginning to be an aunty.
But honestly, the feeling is quite good.
Buying food to store at home for the family, cooking dinner for all.

Yes, i cooked seafood alio pasta today and it was a success! :)
Much improvement from my 1st attempt!
And there will be someone who will taste it out and rate my cooking this monday!
HAHA.

Today i not only realised the thin line btw betrayal and trust,
I realised how fragile relationships can be.

Though nothing happened to my own rs, i cried when i heard of yet another break up. I cried while hearing her sorrows, while advising her what i think needs to be done. Perhaps it's cos that person means alot to me, or perhaps it was just another reason to let out what has been holding me back.

I heard what she felt, what she wanted to say.
And i felt her unhappiness, her doubts and confusion.
And i really saw my shadow.
It was my exact thinkings, the exact words i had said years back.

Is it cos we truely feel this way?
That the one up there has this arranged to make us all go thru these?
Cos thinking back abt my own words, i think differently.
If given a chance, i'd still have done what i've done,
Cos i've no regrets to the decision i made.

It really shocked me.
How can a person change so soon?
The way he did things, the way it seemed, it all seemed so perfect.

It irks me.
Not to the extend of detest, i just dont understand how humans can change even before we know, when everything was nice and in place.
I hv seen more, i hv been through that.
But it still irks me.
Humans are inhuman.

Because of this reason, because of all i've seen and heard,
The faith which is barely left in me,
It just decreased.
Again.

I wished i cld do smth to make her feel better,
I felt so much like giving her a hug and tell her it's alright,
But she didnt want to let anyone see her cry.
I'm honoured tt she called no one else but me :)


Always know i'm here 24/7.
Whether i'm sleeping, or at work, or out, i'll always be here to lend my ears whenever you need to talk. Though we met barely a year ago, you're very much important to me. I dont want to hear you holding back calling me again cos you thought i'd be at work, dong bu dong.

Quoted from a blog which i found meaningful,
To the special one :)


當緣分來時, 真的是要擋也擋不住.
要遇到的, 還是會遇到.
是你的, 就是你的.
不是你的, 再強求也是沒用的.
兩個人在一起, 性格合不合才是最重要.

Can anyone tell me how do you trust someone who have betrayed you before.
Or how can you not fear of the same thing that you wished didnt happen to happen again.

Though that person tries so hard to gain back that trust, doing things you wished were done in the past rather than now, i'm no longer feeling the way i'd hv felt back then.

I dont know if it's me who is being cold blooded, or is it cos of the umpteen times that such things had happened, that instilled the fear in me which i can never get rid of.

I met a friend recently, and she said i shld visit the psychiatrist.
I really think i shld.
Cos i myself feel, i'm a cold blooded creature.
My thinkings have changed, and i wonder if it's cos of the happenings, or it's cos of age and changes in perceptions.

I cant trust again though i try.
I cant find the need to put in any effort anymore.
I dont yearn for anything anymore, i no longer carry faith.
I'm totally different from what i was.
I'm just someone who no longer appreciates.

I hate myself.
I hate myself.

Betrayal and trust is just this thin line that shapes everything.
Really. It's everything.

And i dont need anyone's comment on this unless you really care.



thanks for being here when i'm feeling this sense of lonliness and loss.
you havent changed a single bit.
& i wish i cld turn back time, never to let anyone or anything ruin this friendship.

My gawd.
I came back from work and i happily walked home.
Went to the mama shop downstairs and bought some canned food, and the H-O-R-R-O-R began.

There was this BLACK CAT that kept following me.
And people who knows me well knows that i HATE cats, i DETEST them. Basically any negative vocabulary tt you can think of describes my hatred for them. Or rather i'm scared of them, tt's why i dont like it!

And this irritating cat started mewing.
I wanted to avoid it.
AND AND AND.

I turned right, it turned right.
I walk straight, it walked straight.
I walk fasttttter, it walked as fasssst.

I SERIOUSLY ALMOST DIED.

And vincent soh was on the line with me, and he just laughed while i was yelling for help. And just said if he's in SG he'd help but he's far away now soooo he cant! See how nice he is. KNS.

Thank god my dad walked out of the shop just in time, and it "targeted" my dad and i quickly hurried away! IF my dad didnt walk out, i tell you. I'd have been that pathetic and tears will roll down.

I dont know why la, i really have this very very very bad thing for cats and dogs, hamsters and fishes. I know i've a dog at home, and i know you're laughing! But i'm only not afraid of my dog! My close friends would know how i "killed" those luo hans!

I'm fine with them staying far away from me, but not to the extend of being so near or even touching them. I cant help it lah.

Throw lizards or any flying pests, i'm totally not terrified!
Boo.


*****
And though that black cat was totally disgusting, gucci in black is so pretty! :)
They are two things that have the same colour, but one's heaven and the other is hell!
I fell in love with another gucci i saw ystday at an amazing cheap price!





And here's the one i bought :)




My OT shall contribute to this pretty thing.
HAHA.


And that aside,
Happy twenty-second mr weeeeeeee!
I wish you nothing but the bestest in life!
I know life isnt tt great, but but but, it will get better!
Stay cheerful, cos you really are.
And stay humsum, cos you are already one.
Remember, confidence itself is a beauty :)





时间早已忘记
手时候的无情你给的美好回忆
让我有怀念的勇气

I think i am a workaholic.
I was logging into ibanking and i actually keyed in my OPID at work as the username, wondering why i cant log in, and only realise this is ibanking and not proxi. Please laugh at me, lol, cos i'm laughing at myself. Hur.

This post is totally random.
I actually wanted to blog how reading chein ning's and juan's blog made me smile, and chein ning's one practically made me laugh. She's forever so comical lah, and these simple things make my day a better one.

Today at work, there was this customer that called and asked why the due date for her bill is changed from the 20th to the 14th instead. So i explained very nicely to her that it only started in this month's bill, and the reason is mainly because of industrial practice as singtel and starhub is also having a 14 days period to have the bill paid. And furthermore, though the due date is changed, if you make ur payment past that date, there is no late payment fee imposed.

Then she went on and ask why it isnt made known to customers, are we cheating or doing smth unsightly? I was holding my temper, not wanting to be rude to her, but she pushed her luck man.

"Does that 5 days time frame make any difference to m1? Do you know what you're doing is not morally right? By not informing customers, it's wrong! And even if starhub and singtel does that, cant m1 stand out from them and be different, why monkey see monkey do?"

"I'm totally disappointed, after all the yrs i've been with m1, i think i'll just go to starhub. They are SO much better."


WAH.
My bloood shooooot all the way up.
Complain nonstop. And shouting so loudly.

When they offer promotions that m1 dont, you say they offer and we dont.
And it's only right that we do cos of the competition and what nots.
Now we practice common practice and you wanna complain also.

If you cant pay ur bills on time, that's seriously not our prob. As a consumer, you SHOULD know that everyone company has their own rights to change the rules and regulations, at ANYTIME they decide to. If we're really doing smth not morally right, and hiding things, why did we even print the due date on ur bill? Please.

So what do you want?
Print every single change that takes place and send letter to inform you huh? You are not working in this industry to know the HUGE number of changes that take place anytime, even before we know it. If we really want to, we send and you'll complain it as nusiance. Or you cant understand la, 1001 reasons.

HAHA.
Very hard to please every individual you know?

And please, we merely change due date you wanna make a big fuss.
Still say will write to the "ministry" blah blah. Go ahead and waste ur time, cos no one will entertain you. I dont mean or want to be mean, but seriously, do you think they hv got nth better to do than to be bothered with ur senseless complaint?

The government increase GST, even kopitiam increase their coffee price, bus fare increase price, why dont you complain to government and say they increase GST as and when they like?

Just cos they are government you dont dare to say and complain, and when it comes to other issues, complain like nobody's business.

AND another silly customer.
Dispute with me over number portability.

"When i signed the line, you were the one tt said i can bring in my other number, now i sign already, say need to choose one. If this is not rubbish and lying, tell me what is this!"

Customers cant understand this is not a decision made by the telcos. It is a decision made by IDA. Not happy dont come and scream at us lah, we didnt make the decision? Curse and swear like some uneducated people, if you're that unsatisfied, feedback to IDA, call them and scream at them instead if you have the guts!

Wah, sometimes talk to these kind of people can puke blood. So i rather let them talk and talk, cos when i say smth, they dont even listen to the explaination and think whatever they know is right and we're wrong. So i might as well keep quiet, let them talk until happy and hang up.

BUT BUT BUT, there are nice customers too.
Customers who totally appreciate ur efforts in going that extra mile to hv things checked for them, and a simple "thank you, i really appreciate it" chases away all tt frustrations from those f-ed up customers.

Sometimes i hope some irritating customers will chance upon this blog or blogs of people working in this industry and their frustrations on customers. Read what i got to say about them. Over the phone i cant, cos i'm at work. But this is my blog, i'm free to write my thoughts. Read and think about it, are customers always right?

Dots.
Despite these not very nice calls, i'm rather happy tdy cos i signed on msn and i talked to many people! Hee.

1st, mr. weeeeeeee! :)
I havent talked to him in agesssss.
And he was nice to drop me msg in friendster some time back.
Something unfortunate happened, so i hope he'll be okay.
Though he seems fine, i guess when such things happen, at one point, you wont feel good.

2nd, honey! :)
Silly girl who didnt sms me when such a BIG thing happened. Boo.
She also isnt really happy cos somthing happened as well.

I just hope these 2 friends will not be affected by what happened.
And boy and girl, anytime you need a listening ear, my phone is 24/7 :)

Esp. to honey, i'm always here kays :)
Jiayou for ur work and we will meet soon for our date!
I promise we'll find somewhere else for HAPPINESS MUSSELS.
You really made my day today just by chatting with you. Hee.
BIG BIG HUG! <3


Time to bed, cos i'm really tired.
Good night!

I'm so lazy to blog, but bangkok pictures have been delayed far enough.
And i finally found the time to edit the pictures, upload and finally post them.
There's much more, but these are the ones i like more! Hee.
So here it is :)




*hand in hand, that's the feeling i love :)
And to those smsing me to ask what i bought, i dont think i'll be posting it up as i'm too lazy to take a picture. But then, i bought my long awaited gucci! :) Fwah. Amazingly, i went in with juan that fateful day (fateful cos i spent a bomb!), and without much hesitation, decided to buy it cos i've been eyeing for it for damn long! Though bank account depleted SOOO much, there's satisfaction and happiness which you cant get by buying other items! Hee.

And that silly calvin, last time when i carry my cheaper bags, he dont help me to carry. And that day when i carried the gucci bag out, he PROACTIVELY helped me carry & tried to run away with my bag, haha.

And after buying that bag, told myself NOooo more shopping for this month, but its so hard lo. Girls are girls, lol.

I bought a zara tube top, mng jeans, a blue blouse i totally adore, vintage belt, pretty rings from diva! :)
I have spent far too much already!

Bangkok trip - $1000
Gucci - $1350
MNG Jeans - $99
Tops - $60
Rings - $20
Belt - $10
Eyebrows - $170
Total damage - $2709

I think i almost died.
Plus transportation that is killing me, my meals, and i realised i havent eaten in kopitiam in quite awhile, everyday is fastfood or restaurants, I didnt know i spent THAT much.
It's really time to stop spending.

And oh so great, i'm going to JB tmr, and i guess that is more spending.
I will stop shopping after i'm back from JB then.
Haha.

It's M8 tmr again.
Goodnight world.



**barney and friends or richie rich, it doesnt matter.
it's you that matters, and ilu :)

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