* a beautiful night

some of my girls are stepping into university-hood tmr!
jiayou girls!
havent been able to catch up with them.
hope all goes well for them!

and anyway, someone's bday coming soon le eh!
yay! can have gathering again!
shall we fish and co again!
and this time it will be YOU standing up!
haha.

//
went to changi beach today. and it was a beautiful night.
it was the first time i saw aeroplanes at such a near distance.
right above my head.
each time i take the plane, i dont even get it to see it.
yet today, i saw it coming out of the clouds,
and the lights were so bright.
the sound of the engine was deafening, yet i loved it.
perhaps the only irritating noise i adore.
a sight i loved so much.
i wanna go there again.

gazed at the stars, saw the rocks near the sea.
heard the waves and breeze.
and i thought about that night.
i wished we could replay that once more.
//
i'm surprised by the way we did things this week.
just 2 and 1/2 hours.
how did we manage to do that?
or rather, how did i do that?

i dont know what to say really.
i dont know if it's good or bad.
there are so much uncertainties and doubts,
fears and troubles in me.
i wished you spent a little more time on me than your friends and games.
i wished you cared a little more.
nevertheless, i know i miss you loads.
and i just want the day when we meet again, to come soon.

brianna
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