i was supposed to sleep, but i didnt.
ended up chatting with juan, yuling and melissa.
and i miss them so much!
but, i'm so sad!
the girls cant meet tmr.

juan got to meet her bf. they havent met for 3 days.
yuling has got work to do, but if i'm lucky enuf, could meet her for a short dinner. heh. i sure do hope i can!
melissa is meeting her secondary school friend.
i'm so free tmr evening! argh!
i want to do smth!
i want to do some catching up!

had a good talk with juan and she's perhaps the only 1 that knows of the situation now. she's happy and i'm happy for her. it seems that people around me are so happily in love, in work now. they are happy. and i'm happy for them. but i want to be happy for myself too. i'm greedy.

anyway juan was damn pissed.
i know you care girl, but.. somethings are hard to express.
i know what i need to do but now, i cant.
haha, when i have got the courage, i will let you know again.
till then, be happy for me.
and pls make some time for us! bleahs. *huggies*

yuling! i doubt you will ever read this, but still, just want to ask you jiayou!
see you so xin ku doing your work, and you told me ni xi guan with eating alone..
i feel i'm a weakling, cos you seem so strong.
tk care of ur health ok? *huggies*
we shall meet when ur presentation's over!

melissa. *punches*
everything will be fine girly. you know there will be someone for you, dont think and brood over it anymore. and stop thinking it's ur fault. i'm here for you and uh hmm too!! heh. and we shall spend girly time tgther soon! weees! cant wait to see you again! love you! *huggies*

brianna
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