** the nice government.

i'm truely amazed by what singapore's government can do.
people all around the world says we have such a good government and i always thought singapore's government wasnt corrupted like those in Indonesia or what, but perhaps all along, we were being conned into believing this. oh wells, i cant really say much here, i might get sued, till my whole family line gets bankrupt.

that was what happened to one of singapore's top lawyers after he went againist Minister Mentor Lee. from millions, he was left with zero. not even a job. that's how powerful the government is. and i heard from someone that apparently Mr Ong Teng Cheong didnt want to step down years back, but he was asked to cos he found out stuffs which werent supposed to be found out. hurhur.

disgusted by all these. yucks.
what's more the recent NKF issue. Mrs Goh mentioned that $600, 000 was peanuts. like wtf. doesnt she knows what's happening? it's the people's money! and i just read online that SM Goh actually said she didnt realise what she said was wrong at that point of time and he has told her blah blah. i'm just thinking if he really treats us as kids. hello? she has been a media person for years and she's wife of SM Goh, not as if she's new to the media. so dots. and maybe the media might want to ask her to reveal how much she takes from NKF too.

that aside, i received a poem from thomas moments ago. was surprised cos he actually told me he dont wish to be in contact with me ever again. has been almost a mth since i last heard from him. dont think he will ever see this, but still, want to say thank you for the poem. i havent received any poems from anyone lately. he was in fact the last one to send me on 24th June. i rmber that cos i broke his heartyet again. and i guess, in my life, he's the one who has been doing poems for me. thank you.

busy week coming up!
acting and directing rehearsal tmr in the afternoon, followed by meeting for radio script, then perhaps heading to pasta to get the italian book for research.
radio on tues morning, then advert lect and tut, then radio again.
radio on wed morning followed by acting and directing class.
radio on thurs and fri whole day!

guess i'll be pretty much be in school till 6 everyday for radio recording. i seriously dont know how we're going to do the 30 min prog. seems so hard.
sighs. there goes my 2nd week of so called break.

working on sat and perhaps tanning on sunday!
busy busy.
good too, to keep me away from thinking too much.

sometimes i wonder, why you dont respond to some of the smses i send, like the one i said thank you. i thought you were tired and was resting, and apparently, you were smsing others. things happened and after i said ok, it ends there. i dont know if it's me asking for too much, but i really dont think so, cos afterall, you did use to reply to all these. unappreciated is the word that describes my feeling now. but nevertheless, thank you for sending me back when i asked for it. i appreciate it. thank you. and i hope tt since you hv smoked quite alot today, smoke lesser tmr.





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it doesnt help that you have no idea i aint feeling that great.

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