did i mention i bought an adidas jacket today! lols. so exciting! i finally got another adias jacket! so damn nice, dark brown with light blue and gold! fy and ah june say it's nice! yay! but i still miss my gold white jacket. but it wont be coming back anymore. sobs.

anyway, there was this girl who chased me all the way from pastamania to the toliet. i was there to change into my uniform. and she asked for my number. hur. i thought she was les or what lah, then she said her friend wants to know me. haha, i laughed cos she looked like she was 16 at the most, and so, i asked her how old was her friend. she said 17, haha and i laughed again. told her i'm 19, and she went "woah." then she said, nvm, another friend who is 21 want to know also. i was stunned lah, thought can shove her aside. told her i wanted to change first, so i went into the toliet. haha. went out, she was still there. hurhur. weird as it might sound, apparently her tt friend works in pasta too! and is studying at np too. so coincidental. i havent got to see that guy though.

work was okay and fun! worked with dywane and gladys in counter. lols. and he was damn sacastic today, but me and gladys had fun poking him back too! and we were suaning each other all the way till closing. things btw me and gladys are slowly going back to what we used to be, but though not as good as in the past, but i guess it's better than losing a friend.

and i wanna complain!
MR JOHN KHOO saw me ystday at heerens and today at plaza sing and he didnt call out to me! he has seen me a total of 4 times and he didnt call me even once! what a friend he is! bleahs. but i was wondering, cos he sent an sms asking if i was at heerens ytsday, and if i'm at ps now. if this is fate? seeing the person so many times? i asked him, and he said it scares him but he thinks it is. haha. but i didnt even see him once. so dots. i'm blind.

though we havent met face to face before, weird as it might sound, we met under weird circumstances like a year ago? haha. he is someone i can talk well to, it feels comfortable talking to him, like i can relate whatever to him. and he sings well! anyway, MR JOHN, if you read this, pls go Borders tmr ok! haha. you get what i mean.

oh ya, i saw kenneth ystday too! woah, he's studying at SIM. ok, i didnt see him, he saw me. i think i am really blind. haha. and apparently he has alrdy ORD-ed. see how fast time flies. i still rmbered him working at crystal jade and always coming down to pasta to eat, and alot more good times. and tt time i wasnt even in poly yet. and then i went to poly, and he went in to army. and now he has alrdy ORD-ed. sighs. almost 3 years ago tt i knew him.

i feel so old. haha. i'm alrdy 19! and it seems like time pass so fast! argh. i want to be 18 again. lols. i want to feel young!

now you know why i say john sings well. cos he composes songs and this song is done by him! and sang it! it's nice, and touching. =)

为什么爱你

手里的手机，传出的简讯
没得到回应，等到睡着去
桌上的照片，你和我多开心
现在你有他，你不必我操心

我独自哭泣，孤单的叹气，你是否知道，我为什么爱你
我生活故事，痛苦的结局，现在要挽救，你说可不可以

你的眼睛，你的可爱表情
你的笑容，你的天真美丽
你那天使的心

你弹钢琴，你的认真和努力
你跳舞的魅力
你对我递无限耐心
爱你有一万个地原因

海边背着你，听海浪的声音
一起在夜晚，手牵手看星星
收音机地音乐，要点歌给你
紧张地心情，要你惊喜开心

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it's day 2. i dont know how i managed to go through all these alone. i really dont. i dont know if i'm quite used to it, but i guess, at the end of the day, i havent. there is smth missing, and its probably tt something i heart. i somehow have this feeling you're leading your life quite happily, which is a good thing. cos you're happy and you're mr. happy. i dont think you shed a tear, nor cried in your sleep or dream anymore. which is again, a good thing. but on my side, i wished you could feel you needed me too. anyway, thanks for your concern today. take care.

brianna
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