has been few days since i blogged. within this short span, so much has happened.
a bad start to september. dots.

hot topic in school, everyone is discussing abt fuzz. so many nicknames, but i love this most.
"fuzz-est fingers first" haha. we even heard her interview with some boyband and what kind of questions tt she asked. and how she was laughed at. i know we are mean. but look who is the real meanie? even her close friend was not let away. does she even have a heart i wonder.

everyone agrees the punishment isnt harsh at all. but i wonder, how she is gonna survive another semester. and i heard she hasnt been in school since the confession. she just dont know who to face the people anymore? god knows.

and i start to wonder if she was the one who framed me up the other time. she can do so much cold blooded things to her friends, let alone me whom she isnt even close with. i really wouldnt be surprised.

semester is coming to an end. i dont know whether to be happy or not. it would mean i'd be less occupied, more time for work and play, but at the same time, there are other issues to consider. i think this is the first time i am not so looking forward to semester break.

there are so much thoughts running through my mind. i dont want to think, but each time i open my eyes, flashbacks just appear. each time i aint doing anything, these just flows in. each time i awake, i see you. i dont know why. i cant seem to stop it. you hate the weak me, so do i. i dont wish to show you the weak me, i want to be the strong me too, i want to show you how strong i can be too, but it's so hard, tt at times i need ur support. so much doubts and uncertainties are trapped within me. free me from it, like you have always done. dont be so cold.

brianna
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