i was on heels the whole day! and my legs are hurting! i wore formal today and those who saw me in formal, you guys are lucky! haha, cos i dont wear formal very often! =)

was on my way home and i met steven! was shocked when he pushed me from the back! cos i watched a horror movie just now! i shall talk about tt later. and so, yes i was kinda freaked out and he stared and me in shock too, cos he thought he hit me too hard or what. haha.

took the bus back tgther and had a short chat! i'm going to work soon! i found a job! and the pay is not bad! working at a restaurant cum pub, at esplanade and they provide taxis after 11.30pm! isnt tt great! haha. they need girls to work there! cos now there's only like 1 girl, and 10 over guys. hurhur. so, girls who are interested sms me or call me! job lobang! haha.

so work wasnt tt bad! but it was tiring on heels. lols. was pretty slack and fun though. and we had pasta for lunch! paid by boss! weee! haha. have been some time since i ate pasta and i did miss them! afterall i once ate it almost everyday. was talking to businessmen the whole day, repeating the same stuffs. yadayada. but i aint complaining cos i'm earning monies!

after work, took the train with jia and ningxi to orchard. melissa went to meet weng weng for an interview, and the funny thing is, we saw weng weng at the mrt station and melissa actually took a bus to meet him. haha.

jia and ningxi went for the myth's screening. lucky fellows who always get to watch free movies. haha. met jk and we went to watch movie. it was stupid lah, my legs were alrdy aching and it didnt help that we met at orhcard and walked to somerset! i could hv alighted at somerset lah! anyways, i wanted to watch be with me since dont know when, but hurhur, it's not showing anymore. there wasnt really any shows i wanted to watch lah. but cos of smth i said, i suppose, jk told me to wait there and da ta, he went to buy the red shoes tickets. i couldnt stop him, cos he was irritating. and he lied that he wanted to buy chicken to eat. irritating frog.

it's a horror show. it's a ghost show. it's a show i would never have watched! lol. and you can laugh at me, it's the first time i am watching a ghost show in my entire life! bleahs. yes, in my entire life i have never sat down and watched the entire ghost show!

the show was kinda scarry lah. my heart was quite in pain after the whole movie cos i was freaked out! i was pretending not to be scared so as not to be laughed at, haha, cos i was laughing at jk! haha. i thought i was damn timid enuf alrdy, but jk appeared worst than me! hahaha. the thought of how jk jumped in fright, haha, it just makes me want to laugh. haha. and he was so scared he took his bag to cover his face! lol. and still claimed he was brave. whatever. the most funny thing was, he was so scared at one point in time that, he actually told me to hold him! scarly cat! lol. i cant believe he's so timid.

i shant say bad stuffs any longer, else jk will get angry. but accompanying me to watch such a movie is perhaps a big sacrifice alrdy! so thanks alot jk!
lol, i know what is on your mind now, yadayada, i win this round. =)

after that, went to have MOS. and he sat there and played his PSP while i ate my ebi burger and corn soup. dots. still bring that out and tts what i call hao lian. haha. after that headed down to raffles, thinking of waiting for jieh heir to finish work to take the train together, as well as sit by the sea for awhile. and i didnt expect jk to tag along. hurhur. cos he isnt tt nice. and he just said he'd accompany me up lah! dots. and he tapped his card. it's really unpredictable as to what he is going to do! and sometimes i'm quite pissed lah! argh.

so we went to 7-11 to get some drinks. and it sure brought back some memories. i went to the other exit of 7-11 and the picture was still there, and the memories just came back. i rmbered we took photos there. haha. quite nice photos in fact.

sitting by the sea, looking at the surrounding, it felt nice. and i wanted to cry too. must be beause of the memories. i just held back, didnt want to let jk see, else i know he would suan me like hell. haha. silly as it may sound, i wished for something while sitting there. something special to me. but probably, i will never get it.

headed home, and i met a stalker. shitty. damn disgusting lah tt uncle. think i was stupid tt i didnt know he was following me. the way he looked at me was damn horny lah! didnt know what to do, so just called jk and diao at that disgusting uncle. was quite afraid that smth might happen lah. but i'm fine at home now. =)

it was a good day.
am going to bed now.
good night my friends.
have a nice weekend!

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telling me you are leaving, i knew you wouldnt. i expected you to just move to the back row, and you really did. haha. i know you wouldnt be that bad. and you did surprise me when you just popped from the back asking me if i was lonely watching it alone. seriously, i didnt feel angry. i thought it was rather sweet. lol.

telling me you me to enter by tt door and you entering by another, and you freaking left me alone for 2 stations! you are bad! and when i sat down and couldnt see you, i thought you were so mean to disappear and really alight, and then, you came in and said hi. i was left there, in a daze. that was a surprise too.

you gave me 2 surprises in such a short period. just hours. you know i love surprises right! haha. you are full of craps dont you? if those were meant to cheer me up and put a smile on my face, it did. thanks alot. i know you'd probably have preferred to go home and sleep, knowing your MOOD, but thanks for meeting me and watching the movie when i wanted to. and accompanying to raffles until my friend came, which in the end, didnt come. haha. it was a night full of surprises really and i loved them. i dont know what is up your sleeve at times, sometimes i just feel like bashing you, sometimes the way you do things are sweet, tt i dont know how to react. whatever it is, your efforts are being appreciated! i enjoyed your company but i'm sorry if i was moody towards the end. you know the reason. i know you arent quite feeling good too, lost and confused. if you can be here for me, i'm here for you too. talk when you feel like it. like you have always said, WILL BE HERE IF NEEDED! shall see you tmr then, or maybe i shld say later! byes!

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To my precious,
i wondered how your day was, if you got on fine, if there were any thoughts about us on your mind during your day, or did you think of me even for a second. i may not contact you, or mention you ever here again. it's not because i have forgotten you, or i hate you, but because i want to show you the happiness in my life, rather than my sorrows. the footprints you left behind, can never be replaced. these footprints will always follow me wherever i go. and i know, i will never meet another you. you told me, i was the best that happened in your life. let me tell you this now, tt you too, is the best that happened in my life. though we had so many fights and misunderstandings, and tt we parted in such a bitter way we didnt want, i will never forget the things you did for me. i'd never forget how i experienced a love i always wanted. and the silly things that you did, running in the rain to look for me to meet our record, taking cab down from school cos i was sick, making breakfast for me and coming to pick me so early when you shld be sleeping. these happy things overwhelmes the unhappiness. depsite what happened, i still want to be with you and i have never regretted being with you. wherever i go, memories of us will flow in, simply cos we have done too much. we have had sweet memories, and we have been to almost everywhere in singapore. rmber, you are and will always be the precious in me. at times, i am just trying to put on a strong front so as not to let you worry and blame yourself, to show you how well i am getting on. each day without fail, you still appear on my mind. each day, i still tell you i miss you in my heart, and pray that everything will go on fine for you. you are still very part of me, and my life. i am trying to be happy, beacuse i know you want me to be happy, and i know you will be happy for me seeing me happy. i hope you wont blame me for doing certain things. perhaps reading them might make you think and ponder, if i really have forgotten you, gotten over it. but just to let you know, all these cant be compared to my inner most thoughts that no one knows. the happiness i have now, will never be complete. and i know what and who is the missing piece. rmber i once said, should you leave, give me 7 days to win you back. 7 days have past, but i havent given up. i'm still praying for a miracle. i'm still waiting for your return. i dont know. perhaps the feelings i once had aint quite the same anymore, but it still is there. tt i'm sure of it. i still miss talking to you online, smsing you, telling you my feelings and blogging about the happy times we had. and i do know, i still want you, i still want to do these all over again if i had the chance. somehow, i still feel that should we try just one more time, we would work out just fine. i dont know why i keep having this feeling, but i wouldnt know if tt really is the result till we try it out someday. perhaps by parting, then getting back together, then will we really treasure things and hold on no matter what comes in the way, and like you have always said, be strong and jump hurdles. nevertheless, i do hope that should you feel down and hope for someone there, i wouldnt mind being your listening ears to whatever probs you might have, even if its your r/s probs. i still wanna be there for you. i havent told you this, for a long time, i havent posted here for a long time, i havent told you i miss you. and yes, i do miss you loads. take care my precious, and if you are wondering why i started calling you this, think about what you gave me last christmas. smile more, i havent seen you smiling for ages cos of me and my stuborness, i caused you to be unhappy. but i love your retard smiles, you know it, so smile more now, and i'm sure, your friends love them too. haha, if you have the time, do another monkey face you did, with a retard smile, tt would be the picture of the happiest monkey. =)

brianna
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