I still cant believe it,
A world without you,
Is a world of sorrows for me.
Everything has became meaningless.

If i could turn back the clock,
I'd never let you go again.
You do know how i feel.
We're drifting apart,
What should i do?

I hope this is true.
After a longer time,
I smile and apologise.

I'll overcome my sorrows,
In memory of our happy days.
You'll forever live in my heart.
And i await your return.

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i realised i'm a pig. i emailed the lecturer using my gmail account and i have been going to my np mail to check if she replied. been waiting for days, checking for days. and just now it occured to me i actually sent it using my gmail account. how stupid can i be.

time table is out. i dont have feat writing inside. argh. and i realised if i dont tk it this semester, i got to wait 2 semesters lah. i dont want to stay back for two semesters for a freaking module. argh argh argh. someone help me.

watched 40 year old virgin at cwp just now. not bad a movie. humourous with a nice ending. the couple got tgther :)

walked around the night market, had the colourful baos and i realised jk has a fetish for pink. kept asking me to choose pink bao. so gayish. lols.

thanks for never failing to make me smile even when i'm feeling shitty. you really do the weirdest things tt i never imagine lah. i will rmber the way your mouth looked like just now. and now, i guess it's the right one with the bao! okay not funny. anyway, dont cos of the photoshoot and neglect your diet. stay chubby :)

he left and i just walked around aimlessly. saw weiliang's friend i met ystday. but didnt go up to say hi. just thought it was so coincidental.

took train back, sat under the skies and thought alot. chatted with brother. quarrelled with weiliang, sort of took him to fa xie, feeling shitty over certain things.

there are some things you will never understand. never. therefore, dont think i'm childish and blame me.