i think i have never been happier.
i'm really happy now, i'm loving my life, i have learnt alot, learnt to see a much different perspective to it. so much so that i feel i'm at a point in life, where it's all these that matters now. and i blame myself, for being blind, for not being able to see all these in the past.

i dont mind my mundane routines daily.
and nothing else matters more than receiving your daily smses and the things you tell me.

i shant state the things you do here. there is simply too much. but it's these simple things that put a smile on my face everyday, just like how i make you laugh with my silliness; we matter to each other.

when you leave soon, i told you things wouldnt be the same anymore. it wouldnt be that simple and easy. but you assured me with just four words. i dont know what you are feeling; it seems like it is, and it seems like it is not. nevertheless, we are happy the way we are now, and nothing else matters :)

because of these,
because of friends and my family,
i feel i have never been happier.
i understand what cj means when she said those things the other time now.

this is an unspeakable happiness.

brianna
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