i didnt know the post was for me, until i read i sensed something wasnt right. i read the post again and it occured to me, the post was meant for me. i smiled and there were tears in my eyes. what came to my mind was nothing but the fact that we are still friends.

since that day we quarrelled, i didnt know when i'd ever talk to you again. much less the thought of being friend. i was prepared for us to become strangers. i dont know where to start, what to say, but i do hope you understand why i did that. i can say you do know me well enough, you do understand me inside out quite well to conclude what i did those.

whatever it is, thanks for the post.
and with due respect to you too,
this post is for you=)

has been 4 months since the parting, and i have met many new people at work. they were the ones who helped me look at things at a better perspective, they helped me forget the pain and hurt, and they made me laugh a whole lot. it was cos of the time spent at work hanging out with them, did i manage to recover in a much faster time than i expected. i thought i couldnt, but i did eventually. some came closer than friends. but no matter what the feeling was btw us, it cant be compared to the one i had with you.

the one i had with you, will be the one and only. trust me on this.
you are one of a kind, just like how she's one of a kind to you =)
no one can make me feel the way you did to me, the want to see you every day, no one can express your feelings in words like you do, the lengthy meaningful smses, and no one can do those silly faces you do as comical as you. no one can impress me with the kind of words that you use. i know i will never meet someone like you again.

perhaps it's cos of the time we had spent tgther, always meeting, and i still rmber our record of almost 3 mths of straight meetings. haha. cos of the quality and quantity we had, it's hard to forget the memories.

they always ask me what was the most touching thing my bf did for me.
and i always reply, he performed a korean drama for me. haha.
rmber there was once you waited for hours outside my house and i just refused to see you? i forced you to leave else i wouldnt head home, and you had no choice but to leave. but when i was at stairs, i called you and asked what you'd do if i wanted to see you now, and you just asked me to give you 5 minutes.

and then, few minutes later, there you were, drenched from the rain, standing infront of me. and when you saw me, you just hugged me so tightly till i couldnt breathe. and you asked me never to let you go.

haha, and i said it was like a scene from the korean drama i watched.
but no one has ever done smth like this for me, and it really touched me a whole lot tt day.

thank you for all the memories you have given. really.
you do stand a special part in my heart, just like how thomas will always stay in my heart too. i dont know if i still stand a special place in yours, but i'm glad that we once loved.

i aint waiting for you, dont get me wrong. haha.
i'm getting on fine, and i'm still amazed by myself that i can lead on this far and good. singlehood has never been better. i did it. heh.

anyway, i saw her that day at bugis. i think she's shorter than me! haha.
about your gaming, i dont know to be glad or not cos now, my thoughts have changed. yea it's gd to quit for your loved ones, but i guess if a couple is to be tgther, doing what they like even when they are with them would be best. cos this way, they would be even happier.

and please, since it's your last year, please work harder at school.
oh ya, send my regards to ben and jiejie. i still can rmber afew. hmmm ah gu, kelvin, and the one who always rocks banana and monkey, i cant rmber his name, and there's zhizhong and weisiong. do hope all of them are getting on well and fine.

and your family. your mum and dad, baoyi and baoying. seriously, i do miss baoying. do hope she's feeling better and not so stressed in school anymore. and hengheng and nono! haha. i miss them!

new year's coming.
happy new year dude.

one more thing. it doesnt mean i wont get what i have got at your side back. given my situation, i need them. it has been way pass christmas, and the 15th is coming, so i do hope you do what you promised. and it's rude not to reply to smses. no offence but ya, i hope you not be like the whoever you despised too.

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