i wished i didnt know. i wished i didnt know a damn thing. the feeling inside now is just terrible. and i can feel the tears in my eyes. i dont know why, but i just feel my heart in pain.

though we have parted, though many came in and out of our lives, though it's impossible again, though i know it, though i saw it coming, i still feel the pain. wouldnt it have better if i didnt know a thing? wouldnt it have better if just got out of each other's life and not know a thing about what's happening?

sighs.

i'm not in my best of moods now.

i feel all sorts of emotions within.

but you'll never know the pain inside.

never.