i'm so happy now! heh. received an sms from vincent asking me to call him, and tt msg was ard 12 in the afternoon. but my phone's mad now, keeps turning off on its own, hanging and everything la, it's kinda spolit, so i didnt realise my hp was actually shut until 5 plus when eric liu called my place.

saw the sms and called him immediately! havent heard his voice since a week ago. and we talked for almost half an hour! yes, yes, tt might seem short to some, but to me, it's damn long! considering it was just supposed to be a short break for him! haha. could have talked longer if he didnt have to go for his prayers. but he said he'd sms me later! haha. bleahs.

talked about his retreat, and i got to know of more things about his daily routine! like where he stays, when he's alone, when his shi fu is back. then talked about life. he's always sending me those meaningful quotes every now and then since his retreat, and i just feel he has matured alot. it's really a great difference, smth i wouldnt expect out of his mouth when we were tgther. but nw, i feel as if he's a great thinker, a great listener and really gives good advice.

the words he say, isnt smth tt normal people would think of. the examples that he use is quite good too. like, he was saying, no matter what kind of advice people give, it depends whether the person wants to listen anot. just like the doctor might say now good this medicine is, how it will cure ur sickness, but it depends on whether the patient wants to eat the medicine to cure his illness.

i thought it was a really good example.
at least it was smth i didnt think of.

he told me lots of stuffs and asked me to go think about. if it was others who asked me these, i'd just say tt person has got nth better to do. haha. but it was him who asked, so i did think about it and he laughed at my answers! dots, but hearing him laugh makes me feel that happiness.

then he asked how my life is nw, abt al dente and the hp job, and of cos about eric oh. forever his most favourtite topic. before we were tgther, after we were tgther, when we were nt tgther. every part of it he had to ask abt eric oh la. lols. told him about eric oh, then i told him about eric liu. anyway i think most people would be confused by now with so many erics. you wont understand alot unless you're from al dente or you're someone i've told abt these people. haha.

so i told him abt eric liu and his answer really made me smile! =) he said if eric liu said that to his face, he'd make sure he bash him up though he's a gentleman! he wouldnt care! haha. then we talked about the pressies he gave me! i'm still keeping it!

there was once i was packing my room and i came across the presents. and i just asked myself, why didnt i treasure the presents when we were tgther, when he gave it to me? only when things turned wrong then did i learn the importance of it. but anyway, i got the answer, and vincent asked me smth i've been asking myself since the very day.

he gave me quite afew things, but what did i get for him? i bought nothing for him. nothing at all. not even on his bday. was so busy with work then, and just couldnt find the right present for him, so in the end, i didnt give him anything. though he was like telling me nt to waste my hard earned money, he knows how pia i was at al dente then, but i know deep inside his heart he wanted a present. yet i didnt give him lah. not even a bday kiss. and i even fan lian with him that day. how bad can i be lah! lols. but i told him i gave him lots of memories! and i burst out laughing and he said it wasnt funny. but then, after tt he said smth tt made me smile wide wide again! heh.

vincent's one hell of special in my heart!
i heart him loads! and i really start to think he's the number 1 special in my heart now! i really cant wait for his retreat to end in 2 years, no it's 1 year and 10 mths now! and when it ends, we can meet up again! =)

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