i just ate ice cream! lots of it! heh.
ice cream never fails to life up my mood!
my dad bought a tub of ice cream and i was digging it while using my lappy! and i realised, half of it was gone. i really ate alot today! feel so piggish! had dinner at 4 plus after set up with erika, ashid and jeanine at marina and the bbq chicken was so nice! had my almond jelly too! then when we started work at 6, i was hungry again! went to makansutra and bought some buns to munch on! i think i ate 4 buns. and around 9 plus, i was hungry again!
finished work at 10, went over to aria with eric liu to wait for maddy with the intention to have supper at yishun! and we did have supper! i have been eating so much today! and my tummy fats are getting worst! even mummy says i need to jian fei! boo.
but i cant do without suppers nowadays. it's like a routine alrdy, even when i'm not working, i'll still have my supper with ah boy, or my sister, or anyone who's willing to have supper with me around 11 plus midnight! even when baby sends me home, we'll rush for supper also lah! like the other time, i had a craving for prata and we went to sembawang road to have prata before rushing to catch his last train! lols. i cant do without food! i need to put a stop to it soon, else i think my waistline will be WOAH!
so eric liu finally came to work today! has been a week since i saw him! and it was super nice working today! worked with erika, eric liu and roza on the rooftop. and viki was indoor. but it was just superb with this team! the white tees rules! :)
was pretty slow during dinner and we had lots of chances talking and gossipping! haha. enjoyed myself at work today tons, laughed alot! and when eric, maddy and i were waiting for the bus, we say roy! super shocked to see him at esplanade! haha and he looked so lost when he saw us! and then we saw ashid, viki and erika walking out of esplanade mall! and all of us took the train back together! woots! happy family! :)
eric's taking one week break from work in preparation for his exams. boo. and then, he will only start work on friday the next week. so you can prolly say i wont be seeing him at al dente for two whole weeks. one lesser white tee means lesser fun! but eric was super funny today, made me and roza laughed alot. like what roza puts it, "he's nice and a real gentleman, and he's prolly every girl's dream guy."
he's definately one hell of fun guy to be with! we sat outside aria and leonard "spiked" out drinks with champaign. and eric's face was red after drinking! lols. we waited for like 30 mins for maddy, but with him beside, we talked about this and that, and it was 11pm alrdy!
glad that we are back to normal! i can talk to him about everything again! :)
so anyway, we had supper with roy! and i just read eric's blog. and i'm surprised with what he wrote. it's hard to find guys who have that sort of feelings. haha. but then again, i guess those who bond with us, would have that kind of feelings :)
might be meeting maddy for lunch cum dinner during break tmr! and we can chat! haha. this mirror of mine is super happy now! and i'm happy for her too! :)
and then there's sgf!
haha, i read your blog! and i just want to tell you smth! only people who have special feelings for each other would do such silly things together! and i guess out of your 7 day week, you enjoyed that day best right! doesnt matter i'm not the winner, what matters most is your happiness! and why you never tell me the results? i wanna know!
this week is going to be a busy week for me!
off on tuesday but i've alrdy got plans! mahjong in the morning at my place, then gonna head to east coast with baby for cycling! brother's booking out this friday after two weeks! so i might be meeting him too! but i know, i'll be surrounded by people i love, so that means more happiness! :)
baby's at the movies now. trying my best to stay awake to wait for him! but i'm quite tired, and my eyes are closing! dont know how long more can i hold on, but i'm trying my best! oh, i was remembered something which i thought was quite funny!
i was talking to my mum and dad in the tv room about my stomach fats. and my mum was saying how fat it is, asking my dad for his opinion. and my mum was like saying i should jian fei, head to the gym or what lah. and i told her i'm intending to jian fei once i have the motivation! lols. and at the same time, i was smsing baby. and i didnt mention a word about this conversation, but baby knows of my stomach fats cos i'm complaining to him all the time how king kong says i am fat! and then, out of the blue, baby smsed me to ask if i really wanted to jian fei! lols. i was damn surprised and i was laughing at myself lah! can i call this telepathy? :)
and i was reminded of the occassions where we smsed each other at the same time! lols. wont be seeing baby later on either, both of us are stuck at work! but tuesday is going to come soon! and we'll enjoy our date! :)
baby was also smsing me telling me to hurry organise the chalet! haha. he remembers what he said, and he meant what he said. sweetie baby!
baby never fails to put smiles on my face, every single day.
i find myself smiling cos of him, for whatever reason, everday.
though i do feel insecured at times, he still manages to make me smile with the silly things he says :)
had a long talk with baby last night and we shared alot. am really glad he's trying his best to be the best for me and am really touched that he mentioned he wants to be the 100%. he knows what i'm scared of, that i'm always thinking alot, and he just tries his best to assure me. he asks about the past, and i realised it was cos he wanted to be even better than them. nothing matters more than two people trying together, to make things even better, to erase the negatives, isnt it?
baby, i know you were dead tired last night, and i really appreciate it that you gave me one and a half hour of your sleep though i only requested for half hour! your words in the sms really touched me. if you could remember what you said, i just want to tell you, dont have to compare yourself with them cos it doesnt matter who's better. those were in the past and what matters most now is the present and future. didnt you say so? all of us have a past, be it beautiful or ugly, it's been kept as memories. and it applies to you too. no matter what happens, you'll always be in my memory, and it's impossible that i'll forget you. so dont think so much on how to be that 100% guy. though i told you my feelings, though you might not be perfect, though you might not have made me feel 100% secured, but having heard what you said, about you wanting to be the best for me is enough. i really appreciate all you've done, your confidence you have in this relationship is enough. way too much. so just be who you are, what you were like when we first met. where you smiled from your heart, where you said cold jokes and laughed at your own jokes, then turn to me and say "bu hao xiao", where we went for frequent movies, where we spent almost the whole day taking bus rides! i love you just that way you are.
mousey and tiger!
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