roy's offically leaving al dente. everything is confirmed and he'll be going to boay quay. favian has started work at esplanade and i'm glad he was transferred here. may not be that close to him compared with roy, but he's one whom i enjoy working with.

stayed till around 1 plus, doing cashier closing and went back to the rooftop to join the conversation the elders were having. headed to makansutra for supper after that, and part of me just wished time would stop. since it's roy's last night here, we dont know if we'd ever have such a chance to have supper like today.

i enjoyed the supper alot today. with king kong, eric lim, ashid, ah boy and of cos dearest roy. we were talking about hilarious topics. and with king kong and roy, it's power and full blast. lols. but then, time dont stop for us no matter how we wished it could, and before we knew, it was almost 3 and we had to head back.

though roy says there is a high possibility he will be transferred back in april for the events, i will still miss him. on the cab back, roy was saying we will just be 500 metres apart, but to me, it doesnt matter how far or near we are, as long as we make an effort to keep in contact. i guess he'll be busy at boat quay too, and prolly wont have the time to meet up for suppers too lah.

had a comfy cab back.
some things need not be said and you can feel it with your heart. i could feel roy's unwillingness to part, esp when he alighted and bid farewell, and called out each of our names. it wasnt like this in the past. whatever it is, i know we will meet again soon. exchanged our hugs and gdbye kisses, and i guess, ashid and ah boy will miss him too. cos both of them said "take care brother" to him :)

that's the kind of friendship and bonds we have between managers and staffs :) it's the old batch of staff, not the new part timers. i sound damn mean here, as if the new part timers arent part of this family, but this is the fact, and that's why i heart these people so much. new part timers do not know of the feelings we have, and perhaps, is the result of why communication and team work is so bad at al dente now.

but i still have jason, ashid, roza and eric liu :)
this big family is growing smaller and smaller, but at least i know, for now i have these people to count on.

went over to aria around 10 plus when aria was slammed, and had a little chat with leonard. heard bad news, boo. i dont like it at all. and i just wonder, how long can i stay at esplanade. really dread the future. can god please be nice and let these nice people around me stay?

sighs.

some inner being is telling me this.
if you've noticed, things have changed.
it applies to my life, to my friends, to him.
and i dont like it one bit.

am really feel alot now, heart's feeling heavy.
but it isnt the time to let my feelings known here.

i read a post last night on someone's blog.
not sure if it's directed at me.
i cant say i'm not affected the least, i got to admit i am. but i think people who dont understand anything yet blog as if they understand a whole damn lot are the ones who should really take a good look at themselves.

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