Aint quite in the best of moods now.
Because of whatever reasons that i do not know, eric oh and i didnt talk a word during dinner operations today. And the feeling isnt that great.

And then i realised while on the way back that since the day we quarrelled, ah boy and me havent talked. And i smses eric liu a couple of days back, and got no response.

And then, there's vincent. I thought we've made things clear, I thought he meant what he said. But then, since that day, i've heard nothing from him.

Not that these matter a whole lot, but i just dont like the way we are now. Why do things have to change? Though we're no longer working under the same roof, or though we no longer see each other that often, do things have to change? If that's the case, arent we supposed to be even more "protective" with this friendship?

I just wonder, if i should just leave them alone and wait for them to take the initiative? Many a times, whatever day it is, i typed out what i wanted to say to these people, but i never managed to send them out. Probably, i dont have the guts.

Do friendships really exist? What are friends exactly?

Baby was all sweet and nice to me today, and as usual, being monsterous as well! We met up for lunch during our split shifts, and then supper after work. Haha, come to think of it, we had 2 meals together today! And i caught the last train back. And baby was on the phone with me all the time. He sang songs again, this time with the music in the background. And he actually sang Till the End again.

Whether it was cos he knew i love it, that i love him singing, or cos he just happened to play this song, i was really happy. And while he was singing, i was smiling all the way. Haha. I dont know why, but i just love this songs alot, the lyrics and the tune, everything's just nice :) And it's definately not cos of the person who introduced it to me.

No worries baby. Haha.

OH! We're going to Genting and KL next weekend with his friends! 6 of us! And i'm surprised mummy actually allowed. I didnt have to persuade her at all. She just asked who i was going with and tada, she said okay! Definately surprising! It's going to be our first holiday together, and the first time both of us are going overseas with our partners! Dont really like Genting, but i'm definately looking forward to this trip with baby :)

I suddenly rememebered baby's expressions this afternoon while begging me to go Genting. He was really desperate and kept insisting that i go! Lol. And he just looked so cute! And it's not very often that i can bai jia zi. And i kept saying see how lah, dont want lah. And there he was grumbling! Haha. Pathetic yet cute.

I love his hugs, that make me feel the warmth within :)

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