If you've realised, it has been raining for the past few days, and everytime, it starts raining in the afternoon around 3 plus in the afternoon. Hoho, and that's the time we do setting up for the rooftop at esplanade. And that would mean, it's big trouble because the tables would be wet and settings have to be re-done!

Anyway, i headed down to esplanade after work with eric oh! And the first person i got to see was erika! Haha, i bet she was elated seeing me cos she just walked over to me and we hugged! And i saw eric liu too! Lol. Since my departure, he has started working in the bar! Lol. That's a hilarious sight because you'll never see him in the bar, because he doesnt like doing bar and he refused to learn it in the past!

And everyone at esplanade has one common point - they all dislike ANAND as much as i dislike him. Not dislike his person, but more of his working style! Even eric liu, someone's who is patient and with a good temper had his msn nick as "I want to punch ANAND!"

And he was being so ridiculous lah. One of the new part timers broke the tea light holder, and anand told her that cost 9 bucks and have to be deducted from her pay. I was like wth, please lah. That thing is from Ikea and 5 of that only cost like 7 bucks? Damn dots.

Anyway, was really happy seeing them, and being at esplanade!
I saw jeanine too! Was surprised she was still there at 11 plus! And erika, jeanine and myself starting chocolate fondue-ing at the bar! I havent seen that since i stepped into Holland V. Lols. Crapped and gossipped with roza, jeanine and erika! Omg lah, i seriously missed them! And we just laughed and laughed! I love these people tons!


And i saw brendon, eric lim and yikun!
They were like damn shocked seeing me, and came over and gave stupid faces to make sure i was real, and not their meng huan! Lol. I saw yikun's face, and it was the first time i saw that face! And it was quite cute! Haha. And eric lim was as usual, asking if i wanted to go over his house for the night, and brendon was patting my head, refusing to believe i'm real! Boo.

Saw king kong too! Was super happy seeing him! It was like seeing my favourite character! Lol. He has put on weight again! And the first thing i did when i saw him was snap picture with him! I just read jeanine's blog and knew about what happened yesterday btw the both of them. I know jeanine is pissed, and king kong was quite kns, but then, i do hope the both of them will be back to what they were. It doesnt feel good they had a heated arguement over that issue, but then again, that's the way king kong is when he's working.

I dont really like the way he works. But that's the way an executive chef works i guess. He doesnt give a damn if you're his friend or whatever, for that moment, he draws a line between work and friends. And i overheard his conversation with brendon about sunday too. It's supposed to be brendon's off day, and he has alrdy had plans to meet his mum for dinner. But i guess, esplanade is short of staff and he asked brendon to work. And the kind of feeling i got was brendon didnt have a choice to decline helping because king kong was practically not giving him an option.

Other than his working attitude, i still adore him!
Didnt get to see my monk! He has alrdy left. But i saw aria people! And we snapped photos too! And i saw leonard putting in his stud on his lips. And it was just disgusting!

Cabbed back with jeanine, eric liu and ah boy. The journey was different, and while bidding goodbye to the rest, it was different too. Because i know, i wont see them that soon again, unlike the past where i knew i'd see next hours later. Nevertheless, i was really happy seeing these people last night :)

Ah boy, eric liu and me headed for supper at yishun, and jeanine headed home. And i just updated eric liu with stories again. Haha, like he said, he always has stories to hear whenever he sees me. Lol. And eric liu dyed his hair and looks better now! Still wear chain leh! Lol. Had abit of shock when i saw him in the bar with his new looks. I enjoyed supper with him!

Walked home alone, because i had a quarrel with ah boy. Not like i wanted it, but it was inevitable. Shant talk about that anymore.

The streets were emtpy and it was quite scary. Wanted to call baby, but i knew he was asleep and didnt want to disturb his sleep, so i walked back alone. And i had to climb that flight of scary stairs alone. Boo. I dont like that stairs.

Baby's sick. But he was still very sweet.
Chatted with him for awhile while i was at al dente and before he went to sleep, he told me something i've never heard him saying out aloud before. And it caught me by surprise! And left me smiling!

Baby's resting at home now, sleeping like a baby, and he just refuse to let me go over though i'm off! Why? Because he says i'll get infected. I dont know to laugh or cry seriously. When i saw the sms, i just smiled lah. Baby's a monster at times, yet he's thoughtful too! Haha.

Woke up this afternoon at 3 plus, with 6 miss calls and 4 smses. I slept very soundly didnt i? I didnt hear my phone ring at all. Lol. And it has been some time since my phone had so many smses and miss calls. And one of the smses was from vincent.

I havent received any sms from him since our last quarrel a week ago. And last night, it just pondered onto me that perhaps he was really pissed. So i smsed him and apologised. And his reply angered me. He said that since i'm attached, he wont sms me anymore.

And i just thought. Is our friendship that fragile? Just because i've someone else now, it doesnt mean you have to stay away from me, and not let me know what's happening? I just felt disappointed in him.

Told him my feelings, and we are back to normal. Vincent is still very much an important person in my life. He used to update me on his life everyday, calling me once in a while to disturb me, but since he knew i'm with nicholas, he has stopped. And it didnt help that i quarrelled with him. But am just glad, the problem have been resolved.

Being with nicholas doesnt mean i've forgotten him. Or anyone else.
I know some are like saying i change boyfriends so often, that if i'm 13 or 14 it's okay, but i'm 20? So why play with relationships? Knowing we wont work out, so why still get into one? But i seriously dont give a damn. These people just judge me and my relationship based on reading my blog, they dont know what exactly happened, and why it happened. The ones who really know the details are people like mad, zhen, eric liu and myself. The ones who are really my friends, and not just blog readers.

And i myself know that when i was with them, i tried my best to make things work out. I wasnt playing around, nor was i cheating on them. It's definately better than people who have one night stands, or claim they love him so much, or despite being together for years, goes drinking and flirt around with guys, then leave their boyfriend for their one night stand.

I've seen cases like this more than once. I still dont understand. The feelings for their boyfriends, how can it be compared with their one night stands? How can they even have the heart to leave their boyfriend for their one night stand? And it wasnt as if they have been on the rocks whatsoever. They were perfectly fine and still saying i love you to them the day before.

I seriously detest one night stands. I cant stand it.
I just scolded roy afew weeks ago after he told me his situation.
But i've came to realise that we've been too naive. We have not seen much of the world outside at our age, we dont know alot. But i do know now, that it isnt just men who plays and sleeps around, women do the same too. Married women.

Sighs. Why cant people just learn to be contented and treasure what they have? And perhaps some should look at themselves before talking about others.

Meeting up with mad at night for updates!
And i guess she has alot to tell me! :)

And to my baby, get well soon alright?
And here's a triple boo to you!
You havent been a monster today yet, you've been really sweet :)
I miss you!


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[ edit at 6pm]
It's april's fool. And i got tricked. By someone i missed and havent chatted in a week! How mean can she get! She threw a piece o happy news to me, then shocked me with the content. But i still love my sgf!

Hey sgf, i'm seriously happy for you! And you seriously owe me one treat for that news that almost made my heart jump out! And with my reaction, since you know that you matter so much to me, and that your happiness and smiles matter, why not consider treating me twice? Haha. Anyway, it's a super duper nice feeling chatting with you after not hearing from you since last week! I swear i missed you lah! Out of the 5 days, you were on my mind for at least 3 days lah! Please dont go missing again lah! At least drop me a sms to share with me your happiness and on goings at work lah!

And your april fool joke brought lots of laughters to me. Thanks sgf! To the disappearance of the Fs and Ps assholes, let's cheers to the appearance of G and N! Take note there isnt any S behind the G and N because it's only one! But there are too many Fs and Ps assholes! Haha. And because you've allowed your heart to settle down, and finally made a correct decision, a decision i love and been waiting for, I LOVE YOU! Muaccccks! Oh ya, please tell G that he owes me one for being an avid supporter, giving him all my support! And please tell him i love him too! Because he finally did what he should have done a long long time ago! And he better give my sgf happiness, else i'd smack him! But i know he will definately treasure you! So what else can i say but to give you both my deepest blessings! Yao xing fu, because we are the ppg! :)

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