I have been busy working since last tuesday, as well as schooling. And this week, i only have 2 days of school cos it's a public holiday on friday! Weeheehee! :)

Stepping into the 3rd week of school, and i'm in a state of very deprieved sleep mode these days. I'm sleeping on buses everytime i'm travelling on buses. From the moment i step onto it, to the moment i alight. And it has been a long long long time since i slept into the late afternoons! I've been waking up at 9am, either cos of school or cos of work :( And it's shitty cos even on days when i dont have school, i've to be up early!

I dont like waking up so early in the morning! I like to laze on bed, sleep till it's almost 4pm. Boo. But then, this lifestyle is going to follow me for another 12 weeks. But somehow or rather, i know, it'll be over even before i know it.

But it has been pretty good. Stayed over at baby's place on friday, and we lazed till 12 plus before having lunch, after which i continued sleeping till 4pm before we both headed to work! Heh. At least i had one day where i slept quite abit. Heh.

School's been good. Have formed groups with the 2 major electives, convex and advance advert. Group mates are rather okay, and we are quite on schedule for work. And thank god i have the company of cher and ivy, else it's gonna be damn bored. Cher and me have been heading town every single tuesday cos we have such a long break! And on these 2 occassions, we had pastamania! Haha. I think she's addicted to her spicy chicken as well! And this tuesday, i think we're gonna head town again, but on second thought, maybe not. Because i dont think she would want to spend money anymore! Haha, i just read her blog, and she spent 1000 bucks in one single day on so many things lah! I wished i could spend money like that too, but then, boohoohoo. I've so many other things to think about! :(

Ivy has been the same! We havent talked at all for the last semester cos we didnt even see each other, but then we still talk nonsensical stuffs! And i think, she's the first among my friends to have seen nicholas in real person! And she was so envious when i told her i went genting with baby! You should have seen her envious face! Haha, and she commented that baby and chris somehow look alike.

I used to think they were alike too, in terms of their personality when i first met baby. Some say they look alike too. But i guess, if you were to know the both of them, they are actually very different people. Chris's the sort who likes to follow the crowd, who goes with the crowd. And baby on the other hand, prefers to be unique and special, who wants to stand out from the rest, i suppose.

If people's all into A, he'd choose B.
Whereas for chris, i think he'd choose A.
Whatever it is, i'm just contented i have baby in my life right now :)

Baby's been really mindful about how my friends and family think about him. Everytime i met up with friends, he'd ask if we did talk about him, and then if i said yeah, he'd say "say what say what! Tell me!" And all these are said in a damn gan jiong mode. Haha. Especially if it's between me and my mummy or sister!

Then there was once when we saw my cousin at BP, after afew days he asked if she mentioned anything about him. Haha. My family quite like him! Mum did ask how were things between me and baby, and when i asked daddy to fetch me and baby to my place at like 1am, daddy was damn cute and asked, "Your boyfriend stay yishun meh? Move house alrdy ah?" Haha.

Just last night, baby came over to stay because i wasnt feeling too good cos of work. And after his supper with his friends, he went down to esplanade to look for me, and i appreciate it loads :) Baby loves my dog, keeps playing with her. I think baby's an animal lover. Even the cats at Holland Village get his attention! And baby wants a husky when he gets married!

Anyway, work has been horrid. I'm so not looking forward to work at Holland Village anymore. Things have definately changed with Jason being promoted to MIT. But then, if you want to work soloman, might as well handle the whole restaurant yourself? You know how busy it is at dinner, and you expect me to be cashier, caller bar and even service? With all the desserts and drinks, it's enough to kill me. You should understand dont you? And then, you expect me to work past my working hours when i've got to catch my last bus? There you're talking about James, but do you realise you're no different from him? Sighs.

You've changed so much, till a person, whom i think, isnt fit to run a resturant. And seriously, the respect and tolerance level i have for you, is getting lower and lower with each working experience with you. All the staffs are quitting because of the attitude you are giving. And seriously, i'm getting sick of your attitude too. I wont forget that night, when you did nothing to help at all.

And then they are backstabbers. I knew he was that sort of person, but never did i expect such things to happen. I was so disappointed that i tears dropped the moment i heard of the news. I just allowed the tears to drop in the restaurant. I was so lost, and just needed someone so badly.

Baby was working and had plans to meet up with friends, so i gave him up. Next, i could think of brother, but he was out field. Called thomas who was at work. And i just teared non-stop. Why at a time when i needed the people who could comfort me, i couldnt find anyone? And finally, i decided to head down to esplanade to look for ah boy. But i just couldnt get him on his mobile, but couldnt care less anyway, so just headed down when the bus came. Wanted to ask eric oh to head down with me as well, but he has alrdy left, but he too knew smth was wrong. And he sent me comforting smses.

I didnt know who else to talk to, and i just called baby though i knew he was prolly still at work. And instantly, he knew smth was wrong. It's just comforting to hear his voice when things arent right, even if he isnt beside you or he doesnt knows what happened. Baby didnt really want to know what happened, just wanted me to be fine, and when i told him i needed someone, immediately he said he'd look for me once he's done with his friends, resulting in him turning up at Makansutra while i was having supper with the esplanade peeps!

I had supper with king kong, he shang, yikun, eric lim, brendon and ah boy! As usual, happening chit chat sessions, and king kong never fail to make me laugh, never fail to tease me! I saw roza, eric liu, vanessa, leonard and gen as well! It's so happy seeing these people! :) And it has been such a long time since we had supper! Had a short short chat with gen as well, about her school and stuffs, and she's has grown even prettier i think!

Baby and me have been great! We just turned two months a couple of days back. I did have some unhappiness with him, but we always manage to work it out at the end of the day, and simple smses clear things up. And i think, the good thing is baby is very tolerant with me. Haha. Comparing this to other relationships i had, i think it's one where quarrels and disagreements are so seldom! And one where we spend alot on cab! We spent more than 50 bucks together on cab fare over two days! And yeah, cos of this issue on cab, we had our disagreements. Boo. But as baby puts it, "doesnt matter as long as we're fine now!" :)


I seem so happy here and there, the fact is, i am :)
These days, most of the days are filled with laughters and happiness, rainbow colours and hugs, unlike the days of gloomy clouds and tears. Of course there are days when i'm feeling moody and down, but then, it's definately lesser!

Thank you all who brought these happiness into my life right now :)

And thanks to bert for her help in the pictures! She's been rather cute just now, haha. And she told me stuffs about her friends. She has told me these some time back, but then, i think now is the time to say a formal greeting to these people.

Hello bert's friends :) Bert has told me you guys have been visiting this site rather often, and gave some comments as well. Dont have that much to say, but thanks for visiting often!

Before i end this, i guess there's something that i've to tell my mirror :)



It's almost 2am, and i'm supposed to be in bed because i've an appointment tmr morning at 11! Baby's still out at supper with pomo peeps! And i must say, baby has been performing really well at work, and he's sort of the part time manager alrdy lah! Am very proud of him! :)

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