I'm missing him. I'm missing monster baby tons though he is just beside me. Dont ask me why, because i dont know either. Suddenly, i'm just missing him so much. And he simply looks so adorable nowadays! Wherever he goes, he's bringing the Da Vinci Code book i lent him. On the bus, while waiting for me to knock off from work, and even now, he's lying on bed reading it.

He's like an addicted fan of the book now, and he looks damn cute and studious when he's so engrossed! :)

Had a msn chat with sgf last night and we crapped so much, esp about the *ahem* issue that pissed us off. But luckily we were sensible enuf to hold back our emotions! Heh. We finally chatted online! We were online at the same time like finally! Haha. Shared my feelings with this girl, and the feeling was great! Sgf rocks big time! Chatted loads! Whatever under the sun, but most of it was about the *ahem and ahem* plus our boys! :)


Last night was horrid. Was so pissed off at work because everyone was making mistakes, and no one wanted to admit and just pushed the blame to me, just cos i was the caller, cashier and bar. Sighs. As if they dont understand how heavy my workload was. Whatever it was, i walked out on my baby.

I was so stressed and pissed, that i think i never felt that angry since ages ago. Baby was waiting at the bus stop for me after his work, and i didnt reply his smses or calls cos i was just too busy. When i finally had the time to, that was when i knocked off. And before i knocked off, some nasty things happened yet again, worsening my temper.

Left in an ultra bad mood, and when i met baby, i just wanted a hug from him. He was reading his book but he could sense the unhappiness in me, and did asked me what happened. But i knew anytime, any moment, i'd just flare up at him, i could alrdy feel the tears in my eyes, so i told him i dont think i'm accompaning him for supper and i want to head home.

Surprisingly, baby said okay and i just walked away and crossed the road to take my bus. And the tears just dropped the moment i walked away. Those were tears of disappointment, as well as unhappiness. I dont know how baby felt, but when i apologised to him later on about walking out, he didnt utter any word of anger, and just assured me he'd never have the heart to be angry with me. The sms he sent was enough to melt all the anger with me.

He's the sort whose temper is like a million times better than me, and whatever i do, he's still patient with me, and this makes me feel so lousy. He has never thrown any temper with me, or picked up a quarrel whatsoever. Not even once. Boo. But then, we didnt quarrel at all during this time, did we? Haha. He finally made me say what actually happened over the phone that night, but while smsing, i could see how much he proctected me, how some things that happened to me, made him pissed off as well.


And then, there's brother whom i havent met in weeks. Boohoohoo. He's busy i suppose cos he didnt sms me today! And he's gonna be outfield for 2 weeks! 2 weeks of no smses and calls from him. Boo. I cant whine to him!


Before i end this post, just gonna wish someone special happy bday! What's needed to be said has been said in the sms i sent, so if you're reading this bday girl, i hope you felt the wishes i had for you! I know you did! And i hope you enjoyed your day! :)

brianna
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