Sometimes i feel you dont even care.
A simple "i'm tired" brushes everything off.
Everything, there isnt one bit left.

If i'm tired too. But it doesnt need that much strength does it?
Does it really not matter to you at all?
You didnt even bother to send a message before you went off.
Sending a message takes less than 20 seconds?

Guys are guys isnt it?
No matter how tired they are, they can play their games.
But when it's other things, they will start to feel the tiredness.

Or is it just me and my problem?

The whole evening i was waiting, but nothing came.
Were you even worried about this thing called "safety?"
About me going up the stairs alone?
Or rather, did i even cross your mind?

At times like this, i feel i'm invisble and not needed at all.
I wished i wasnt so dependent on you.
And for that one moment, i felt being single was so much better than being in a relationship.

I think i'm beginning to feel tired these days.
Very often, almost everyday, some negative feelings will strike me.
The times when i'm feeling lonely and down,
the times when i feel the pain, do you feel the same way as me?

The tears are falling.

I dont feel like saying anything else cos it hurts too much now.
Just tell me, tell me i'm wrong.

brianna
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