Working for the past two days was fun! :)
The persone everyone has left and it's a paradise now! Haha. They cooked with their own creativity with all sorts of food and i had quite a feast! Heh. And ken kept teasing me with eric oh, for whatever reasons he has. He just doesnt get it that we are good friends and keeps trying to match make us just cos he treats me better than the rest! But it doesnt make sense lah cos the rest are all new part timers?

The new part timers are errrr, quite hard to understand. They like to snatch things to do. Like say i'm holding a soup and a pasta, they will say "nvm i do i do." The food is already on my hands so what's the point when it's not like i cant handle? And they like to kpo other stuffs which is damn sickening. The more they want to help, the more irritated i get! Because not only do they make me even more busy, they mess everything up! Boo.

And it doesnt help that none are singaporeans. I think it's becoming like a work agency where there are lots of foreign workers working. They come from countries like vietnam, indonesia, philipines and the english they speak is not understandable. I have ask them 2-3 times before i even understand what table number they are referring to.

That's the part i have to grumble lah, but other than that, work has been great! :)

Did my food menu test today and it was probably one of the tests in my entire life that i felt damn confident. Haha, but through that i realised there were some things i didnt know that well too lah, but yeah, the test was nonetheless fun! :)

Mahjong tmr with john kung and his friends! I'm meeting Roger again after THAT time! It's gonna be fun! :)

And this reminds me that baby came over last night he wanted to play mahjong. And so we played 2 persons mahjong! And i taught my sister a little mahjong and i want to train her up lah! Haha, so next time if i'm short of one person, we can pull her in! Haha, and i think she's addicted lah, she kept saying "i'm tired alrdy lah," and when the game ends, she'd say "one more round. last one." Haha.

And 3 of us slept in the same room cos the air con in my room was spolit! It was as if we were in a camp cos it was quite packed in my sister's room! Haha. I kinda missed this kind of feelings where everyone squeezed together. And i've been staying in my sister's room too and it's nice to have someone share the peace with you eh!

And my sister never fails to make me laugh with her so funny movements. She'd sing to the wall cos i'm too engrossed with my laptop and she loves to talk to herself lah! Haha. And then she'd get bored and force herself to sleep! It's just funny lah! :)

Fy has been tagging quite often i noticed. I think she has got more time now! Haha.
HELLO to girl, ningxi, jiajia, cheng and of cos fy! :)

Alright, i'm going to do other stuffs!


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I loved the bus ride yesterday where i learnt about the past. I always thought 4 is okay, but i learnt that perhaps the average was 10? Haha, so that means i still got a long way to go before i reach the average? But i dont want to stop just at the average, i want to go much much further than 10. I want to go on till i've got white hair growing, till we retire, till we have got grandchildren to watch over. I know it sounds rather ridiculous, but that's the feeling i've got when i'm with you, just wanting to go on and on till the end.

And i dont want you to feel the way you used to feel, i dont want you to feel tired cos of issues of such. When you said those, i felt i was just like them, and i asked myself if things would be turn out that way probably in the future? I dont want that happening and just the thoughts make me frown. So whenever i'm acting that way, please remind me! :)

And you made me smile today, you probably didnt notice cos i think i smiled in my heart. I smiled when you rmbered what we had to do together, the stuffs that we wanted to get when pay comes in. Though you said we dont look like a couple cos we didnt have the same stuffs and so on, and i kept arguing that it doesnt matter, i really meant it.

We saw couples wearing the same shirts, or carrying the same bands and everything else, but as long as two hearts join as one, as long as they have each other in their minds and soul, doesnt that matters more than just apperance? Of course i'm not discriminating couples who like to wear the same couple shirts or other stuffs, i just feel that feelings are more important than appearances.

But when we were choosing the colours and you suggested to choose 2 of the same, it did make me smile too. I know your intentions :) And when you said i can only wear when i'm at your place, your nan ren ba dao-ness was in such a cute way that i couldnt help but smile :) Your usual phrase, "refused!" Haha.

I always say that promises are meant to be broken, till a point where i dont even believe in the word "promises" and i even told you not to make promises cos i believed that everyone breaks promises. But now i pray that you'd keep to the promises you made and i choose to believe that you'd be able to do it, simply cos you arent him or him, but you're you.

After all that happened, our thinkings and thoughts have changed, but the feeling has grown stronger and we are more certain of what we want. Isnt this a blessing in disguise? :)

Thank you for all the things you've done to fill the emptiness in my heart, for the night calls though you were already so tired. I really can feel you trying to improve things, and i'm just thankful that everything is back to what it was :)

I need you because you're alrdy a major part of my life.
I love your company because you make me feel so comfy and i just love how our fingers slip into each others, because you bring much joy and laughters whenever you're around.
I just love everything about you, even your irritating-ness! :)

Promise not to let go of me, of us.
The future is uncertain, but i'm certain, that like you, i do want you in it :)

Lovesandhugs.

brianna
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