I'm feeling so happy seeing the tag my speeeecial girlfriend left! =)
A more interacting tagboard definately makes me want to blog even more!


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To special girlfriend,
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!
You've have been missing for soooo long and i heard no updates from you at all, that i thought you werent in singapore! Boo. I miss you soooo much! Please update me all your exciting trips and the progress about wang lee hom so far? I think i've missed out quite a bit! You can type a letter and mail it to me cos i think it should have quite abit of content eh! Heh, that would be sweet! =)

And if you happen to be back soon, and have a couple of days off, please meet me lah! I'm free as long as you meet me! I havent seen you for ages and i swear i'm missing you tons!

With lots of love,
Your very cute and special banana girlfriend


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Just read a couple of blogs and it seems like there are many going through the period of break ups. And one of them wrote, every minute of the day, there is bound to be couples breaking up, people going through heartaches, andI think it's so true.

The times where you are happy, out partying and what not, on the other hand, there are some out there crying their hearts out. Someone once told me, when you decide to open your doors to someone, there's bound to be tears and heartache after that. So why do people still want to open their doors?

Ask me, i do not know the answer.
I told myself not to fall in love after that rough patch, but then, i met baby who gave me the courage to open my doors again, to love wholeheartedly again. I dont know what holds for us in the future, whether we are gonna stay or, to go seperate ways.

Even if we were to go seperate ways, i know i wont regret, becos the memories he created and we shared, the path we've taken over the months, are things that make me grow, that make me me, that made me learn so much more what love is all about. And more importantly, it's these past that make us stronger which mould our future.

Two people in love, may not be together afterall.
Love doesnt mean being together.
There's this two who love each other dearly, had multiple draggy breakups before the final one, and she said, it's just like in the movie, break up. Though they know they each hold a special place in each other's heart, they just cant be together for whatever reasons.

So to these girls, if you happen to be reading this, be strong. Be glad that at least you once had him, be glad that you have memories to hold on to. These memories are priceless. And i believe, God has someone better for you in store =)

My memories are something dear to me. Never can be forgotten, even the passerbys.
Someone once told me that his next relationship wont last long, and he told me to trust him on his judgement. And true enough, it ended 1/2 year later.

He took pains to win her, so why not treasure it? I'm in no position to say anything i know. I just feel, perhaps things might be different if he was more matured in his thinkings or maybe, if he didnt have to serve his NS.

I guess when a guy is about to serve his NS, he'd feel he has much more thing to do, rather than concentrating on one girl.

And to the nobodies and some1 who tagged in that blog, it's time to stop your nonsense. So what if what you said were true, is that going to do you any good? It's between them both, none of ours. So stop tagging such means things to ruin people's reputation and relationship. Tagging behind screens without stating who you are, are more coward than anything.

It seems like i have alot to say to so many people, but i guess what's most important is to that f***ing ass. I have a whole chunk to say.

You see, i received a call from a lecturer telling me i should have gotten a B+ for this module, but cos of that person who marked me down, i got a C+

So to that person, thanks so much.
You said i didnt do much and didnt attend meetings?
What meetings are you referring to when all meetings are held in class? Oh, the meeting which you didnt inform me until i called you myself? And you demanded me to be there by hook or by crook and when i cancelled my tution, you said "no need to come down."

Ask yourself, when i was collecting and editing the report from 5pm to 7am, where were you? Mind you, you sent out a last minute sms, and you expected everyone to be home sending me the stuffs is it? It was a sunday if you cant rmber. So where were you? Oh, you were sleeping. And what happened? The report was in the wrong format. So is it my fault that i followed the format according to YOU?

And did you inform me at all?
You didnt inform me whenever there were issues going on and what on, i always received it from another person. So can i conplain you werent doing your job?

And you expected me to be THERE re-doing it when i've a presentation? And i cant turn up, so what? MY FAULT? Do you want me to remind you how many times you hung my calls? Everytime i had a question for you, and whenever i called you, you'd just HANG UP. NOT ONCE DID YOU PICK UP AND SAY HELLO. But when i sms you can reply? Are your bills too expensive, or are you just an ass who dont know how to press the green button, or you simply didnt want to help at all? Till today, i dont get it why you have to hang up the calls. And when i needed help, what did you say? Simply help from you, yet you werent even willing to.

You were never there to help, not once.
I regraded you as a friend, i respected you as a leader.
That was why i didnt voice out all the unhappiness and stuffs that you handled so terribly. But dont blame me for typing all those shit out because i have no respect left for you at all now. And i even start to wonder if the conversations and bus rides we had were real? Or was it simply a typical mass commer type of superficial conversation?

I'm disgusted.

Okay, i've ranted enough.
I'm very much disgusted by such people.
Typical mass commers with such fake faces.
They are really good in pretending, then stabbing you in the back. If i known all these were to happen, i shouldnt have wasted my energy trying so hard to sell the tickets. I should have been smarter and be like some, just sit there and idle away my time.

Whatever lah. School is over. And i cant be any happier with this fact.
No longer have to work with irritating people or see stupid faces which i detest. I'm mean with words now cos these people are so disgusting, especially THAT lecturer. I cant name names here, else i might just get sued lah. You dont know how clever mass comm lecturers are. Like real.

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