The topic of boyfriends going to NS has been on many blogs recently, or at least for my friends' other halves. And somehow i feel, guys starts to show their more emotional side as the days to their enlistment nears. Their actions, words and everything show their girlfriends how afraid they are, the fears and worries that they have.
Giving them their ipods so they wouldnt be lonely on journeys, giving them a tight hug asking them them to take care when they arent around just before they leave, or giving them VCDs to watch and their playstations to play with so they wouldnt be bored. These little actions may not mean alot to the guys, but to the girls, it shows how much she means to him, and she knows she'll be missed by him, and i believe every girl receiving such treatment would feel she's the luckiest girl on the planet.
Different people have different ways of expressing themselves. And somtimes, i wished the people around me could express their feelings more. Simple things like sending a sms can make me smile. At least i know i'm appreciated and not being taken for granted. But then, sad to say, it's only during crucial periods that these people start expressing their feelings and thoughts. And sometimes, it's just too late to salvage the situation.
Enough said about that.
Had a tiff with vincent just now.
Whatever it is, at least he's back to singapore. For how long? He said just to settle things and he'd fly back to bangkok again. I didnt even get a chance to ask him how things were for him at bangkok, or how's life for him now. I can just wish him all the best eh? Nothing else i can do at this point of time.
Watched Little Man with my lousy boyfriend just now. And it was only okay. Isnt as funny as how william puts it to be, but till, it's better than the lakehouse or the breakup lah. Those 2 were ultimate disappointments. Lousy boyfriend makes better decision at movies. I dont know why lah, the shows he picks are always entertaining, and the ones i pick are super boring that one can fall asleep in the cinema. Hurhur.
And the previews show only the nice scene! You'll watch the previews and say, "I wanna watch this!" And then, when you watch, you'll go, "Huh? Like that one ah!"It's just totally different from the previews lah! Boo.
Gonna work at great world tomorrow.
And how great that eric and roy arent around. I can predict a super boring working environment. Just looking at the shift i'm working tells me everything. Boo. I sort of regret agreeing to help out. I'd rather sleep my day away.
Sighs. Dont know why, but i havent been feeling myself these days.
Feeling lousy and unhappy over what.
It's more than a hug that i need.
When something/someone means too much to you, you find it too hard to let go, even if you want to.
