My morale has hit my lowest, it pains even when i breathe.
I cant wait for off day and go enjoy myself, whether it's just taking bvs rides or eating or window shopping, it doesnt even matter if i were to do that alone now, cos i'd rather be alone than to be suffocating here.
I want find back the smiles.
It's tiring always trying to tolerate.
And if i cant do through the way i did, or the way i tried, or the way i want to, then, i shall vent it out on myself.
Someone take me out please.
I just want to go out and forget the unhappy things that makes me,
lose my sense, that makes my heart ache like fuck.
