I finally let all my feelings out, writing down all my heartfelt words and feelings. Words and feelings which were on my mind all these while, i have finally let them out, and i feel alot better :)

Havent been doing anything productive these days, too much on my mind.
The answers i want, have gotten them more or less, but there are still other things happening around me, which are making me feel unhappy, and weak in the heart and mind.

Before everything comes to a stop, i guess i wouldnt be blogging.
It's just for one particular reason, and also i just feel of stepping out of blogging for the time being. And even if i were to blog, i guess i'd not publish it.

So before i end, thank you to everyone for being here.
Special thanks to sgf especially, meeting me straight after landing down after you heard what happened and all the naggings i got from you, and the beautiful pressies, and to ah weeeee for the chats and encouragement, and making me realise how long i've known you. You've been a really good friend, msning me when you read what happened. And i finally heard you voice, heh :)

To others, thank you too.
Thank you for the concern and all the smses, the msn chats and everything.
Dont worry, I will definately take care of myself, and i promise, i will be back soon.
I may not be as happy as i was, but i wont give up on myself, and the future :)
And i got to admit, i really wish for nothing but the best.
I just pray for a better outcome, for a better tomorrow, and hoping that i will be able to hang on till that day.

To sister, i knw junhao told you some stuffs.
Dont worry for me, and am sorry that i didnt tell you much, dont know where to start and i dont want you to think bad about him. So that's the reason. But just want to let you know, you're my sister and i love you :)

Till then, banana will try to be a happier banana.
Hugsandlove to my loves.

brianna
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