Wednesday was a happy day.
But thursday, in the wee hours, i am not in the best of mood.

Met hotcakes at queensway IKEA.
Finally we were going to IKEA to get the stuffs i have been wanting to get since months ago! Before that, headed to queensway to walk around, hoping to find slippers for him. But we ended up spending money on accessories instead. Haha.

Spent hours at IKEA. Shopped around till 630pm and we waited almost an hour at the restaurant before his parents arrived. Dinner was damn full lah. They ordered so much! 2 curry ckn, meatballs, poached salmon, ckn wings and salad! I was damn full lah!

His parents are damn cute lah.
Both of them were wearing pink today! So i asked his mum if they decided together, or it was just coincidence. And she told me this morning after coming out of the bathroom, she saw uncle's pink polo tee on the bed. And she said it happens all the time! Haha, sweet right!

After dinner, went touring around jurong west, trying to find the new sports complex so hotcakes could submit his job application, and then, headed back to his place to catch the 9pm show!

We were watching American Idol until we both fell asleep. Haha.
Was quite tired lah. Caught the FA highlights halfway before sending me back.
And halfway, sweet him companied me to have supper cos i was feeling a little hungry.

Something rather funny happened.
We were walking along the pavement, and i saw this tree with very long leaves lah. So i tried to push him over so that his head or face would like "bang" onto the leaves. And when he realised what i was trying to do, he carried me up and pushed my whole face to brush againist all the leaves lah!

Haha. I wasnt angry lah, but just laughed and laughed!
Still say i was so mean to push him to the tree when only 10% of his face kana the leaves! Mine was 100% lah! Haha. He ah, sometimes really damn naughty! But i like!

It ended the very nicely, and he even carried the stuffs all the way to my living room.
Until we were talking on msn when he reached home.
BIG BOO TO ME.

Told him some stuffs, and he in turn, told me some stuffs as well.
And i realised, maybe i'm wrong.
Arent actions enough to tell?
Why did i still say such things to him?

The unhappiness he had, i didnt know till today.
I think i have disappointed him in some way or so, and i dont feel good at all.

He was so dead tired, he was in fact asleep, yet he still sent me home at 1am.
He was so dead tired, yet he still ask if i wanted to eat anything and even offered to company me eat. And he has to be up at 9am for work later on.
He spends so much of his free time with me, he meets me everyday after his work.

So why am i still saying such stupid things?
Because i am foolish enough not to see things with eyes and feel with my heart.
I just hope, everything will be alright.


I'm really sorry darling.

brianna
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