DEDICATED TO MY SISTER.

I read my sister's blog, and i cried yet again.
The times she make me cry, arent the times when we fight or quarrel, it's during the times when she blogs or writes me little notes or cards that makes my tears fall uncontrollably.

Of the so many countdown or ocassions i had, i wont ever forget this day.
The1st day of 2006.

She wrote me an A4 page letter, and left it on top of my pillow.
I reached home at 4am after work at esplanade, after the big celebration with the AD peeps.
It was my 2006 present, and i smiled and cried while reading it.

It was a letter full of her feelings, and it really touched me damn deep.
The thought that she even wrote me a card as a present to welcome the new year was good enough, much less the content.

And just like her latest post on her blog, though it's a short message, it touched me deep as well.

Sometimes i'm just ashamed why am i her sister.
Be it character or qualifications, i dont do it as well as her, and perhaps that's why, i have always been proud of her, that i have a sister like her. She's the one who brings fame to the family, she's the one who made it big in her studies and whatever activities she learns, and she's the one who meets my mum's expectations.

She has done so much for the family, and for me.
But what have i done for her, or even the family?
I dont think it's enough, never enough.


She's one of the nicest person i ever seen around.
Her kindness towards everything and everyone, and how she goes all the way out to help anyone who is in need. Her cheerfulness and friendliness towards her friends and even stangers, and how she acts cute by putting :X or :P faces at the end of a sms, haha. And that probably explains why she's popular among her friends, and why she is always so busy with activities. I'm sure her friends reading this would agree 100% that she is one of the most trustworthy friend anyone can have.

She plays the nicest songs on the piano and she is one of the best in using photoshop.
Of course she has her bad, but her good is way way over her bad.

And she's also one of the strongest person i have ever seen.
Despite her condition, she plays hard, studies hard, and live her life to the fullest. Sometimes i just feel she doesnt deserve to be given a life like this, and i do wish i can use my health to change with hers. I'd rather she have my health and be able to enjoy all the outdoor activities that she loves, than to be stuck doing some indoor activities.

She's my only sister, and one of the best person who came into my life.
She taught me many things, shown me how things can be made possible.
She's younger than me, but way stronger and matured than me.
And i'm proud she isnt just a friend to me, but she has the same blood ties with me, that she's my beloved sister.

I dont have a wealthy family, or live in big houses or be able to splurge on anything i yearn for.
But i know my family loves me.

Like what my sister said, though my dad doesnt talk much, but it's through this way that we know he cares and loves us very much. And though my mum is as naggy as an old lady, we know she wants the best for us. And though i'm not home most of the time, i'm happy that my sister and i drop each other smses or calls each other for dinner every now and then. I'm even happier that my mum and dad are still lovey dovey at their age, sending love messages to each other! :)

The love from them is way over anyone can ever shower on me, and it cant be measured with anyone. If possible, i'd very much want this same family in my next life.

And i know, my sister feels the same way too :)
No ties are stonger than the ones from our family.
I love mine, and i believe no matter how bad things are at home, each of us loves our family too. We may curse and swear, grumble about this and that, but at the end of the day, they are the one whom we can count on, whether it's good or bad times.

brianna
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