Today is a happy day! :)
I pampered myself loads!
Signed up a manicure and pedicure package, permed my lashes (like finally!), bought 2 dresses! :) It burnt a BIG hole in my pocket, more than $500 but when it's time to pamper yourself, you should!

Anyway, with me working OTs all the time, i wouldnt have that much of time to go shopping and splurge and since 2 weeks ago when pay came in, i havent spent much. So today's spending is worth it cos i really feel happier today, lol.

Weekends are burnt out. Boo.
I so wanna have a proper rest and sleep for 12 hours, but the whole month is occupied. Baby's going back to malaysia during the last week of the year, and he's working on christmas eve and day itself, so we wont be spending the festive together. It was quite disappointing initally to know he's working on christmas day, but then, i'm thankful that he's been a sweetie :)

So much have happened over the past 4 months and we have definately come a long way. We had our fair share of ups and downs even when we were just friends, we had arguements and disagreements, and like what i said in the past, we ended even before we had started, but i'm really thankful that he's changed so much for me, giving in to me and being there whenever i needed someone. Basically, things are so different from the past and he's really trying to make my life happier :)

People think negatively, but i dont care anymore.
Cos if you arent in my shoes, you wouldnt feel his sincerity.
There's much more to the surface of everything.

Despite being a happy day, there were a few moments when i recalled the bad and it made me feel not very good. Oh wells, tmr will be a better day! With projects submitted offically, school's out for now, so one less burden! :)





baby, all that you've done, all that you've said and assured, no words can express my appreciation. from wanting to come pick me from our usual meet up place when there was a heavy rain, to telling me your deepest feelings, to talking about our past, to heart to heart talks, to buying christmas presents, to listen to my rants and unhappiness, to telling me you want to be part of my life, to share my joys and sorrows and to all these little actions and more, i just want to thank you. no doubt you made me tear, made my heart ache in the past, but now, you make me smile more than anyone else :) hearts.

brianna
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